A sneak peek into the abyss

2008-07-30T19:56:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry everyone. switching to LJ.
but i won't delete this blog.
since it holds memories of happy times.
vvvv. happy memories that all of you brought to me :D
hahhaha.

LJ: ilovehangeng.livejournal.com

but unless you have an account don't bother going there.
its quite crap. since i'm under 14 i can't have public posts -.-
yeahh. wait till october 13th comes along!

2008-07-29T19:32:00.001+08:00

BIG BANG LIES

<3

2008-07-29T09:28:00.003+08:00

NEW URL. congratulate me. personally, i love it. its science lesson now. learning about electricity is just about the most fabuluz thing ever. only thing is i'm bored. and not paying attention. which sucsks since electricity is the MOST important chapter. according to ms ho. i'm starving. no pataya rice today D;

JANICEEEEE you can't classify me as a ____ just because i like to drink milk and like to take naps. DDDDDDDDD; so many unhappy faces today. esp with the killer headache. and the unfinished dnt homework what is there to say?

went home right after school today. the whole clique stayed back for maths remdedial. except me. i thought i would go home and work. but unfortunately that didn't happen. naps all the way manzxzxzx.

ifffff...i didn't invite you to my LJ means there are things i don't want you to know.or maybe you simply DON'T have a LJ. hahhahaha. secrets secrets!

2008-07-25T23:08:00.004+08:00

today was the last day of kidsread. was i sad? not until the last minute or so. hahaaa. but i'll go back next year. hopefully...weqin will join me! hahaha. hopefully stanley will still be there. hahaha. he totally rocks my world. literally. pizza was good. chips was good. sweets were good too [except the ones that made my teeth like blue(?)] but children are best. i'll seriously miss themmmm. and i think their reading is not bad really. kinda feel proud of them.

I LOVE STANELY hahha. hes super cute manzxzxz. frances would agree c'mon. one thing though. children smile weird. hahaha^^ [stanley is with the chip. hahahahah]

2008-07-22T22:35:00.005+08:00

FRANCES IS THE COOLIEST EVER MANZXZX.

ok. past few days = badbadbad. racial harmony day was not bad. i mean. kebayas totally rock my world and all. taking pictures wasn't bad either. huiyee has a thing about taking photos. a lot of them anyway. esp unglam VIDEOS must i mention?

but then a certain someone spoiled my mood. by totally pushing her way into photos. [/EDIT] -- (I'M NICE ENOUGH TO EDIT THIS POST. CMON. PRAISE ME. hahahaa) i hope you'll finally get the message.

phototaking was kinda angering. with the lagggglaggggg moving. including me i'll have to admit. today's speech day rehersal was the best ever manzxzx. we only stood there for like 2 hours and did nothing. then still stay back and play chinese drums. and. i fell asleep at the back of the hall. like zzzzzz asleep. who woke me up?

on the bus ride home with weqin i slept somemore. i'm really sleepy these days. like during chinese test, i wasn't even registering the MCQ qns. it was guess all the way. so cannot make it please. then when i got off the bus..i stepped on some poor guy's bag. i apologise.

PICTURES [stolen from joan and huiyee]:

[/EDIT]

someone was being extra DDDD;

2008-07-19T21:30:00.002+08:00

lets just say i haven't exactly blogged recently...but i promise to make up for it ok? point is, schools been super busy recently. i stayed back every single day last week. apart from friday but i still didn't go home on time. things that happened: 1.ORAL 2.BANANA SHIRT ORDERED 3.SPEECHDAY/LEARNINGFES 4. PROJECTS 5.HOMEWORK 6.BAND

1. ORAL. was a disaster. fullstop. i messed up the picture big time. and ms kaur had nothing to say to me. i answered about a sentance per question. dead. congratulate me for good use of pauses how about that?

2. BANANA SHIRT. ordered on friday. supposed to reach the malaysian girl soon. sent the money. i have the registration code thing. we can check where it is! maybe its just crossed the border!! *excited excited*

3. SPEECHDAY/LEARNINGFES. practices have been pretty bad so far. lots of confusion+anger. over walking in and out. laura would know. and for chinese drums ms low thinks i'm a weakling that needs to lift weights. even better. we're hosting fairfield after that. and a muahchee stall. lets all become super women

4.PROJECTS. piled upupup above my head for the last week. what with PE project rushed at midnight [morning] the day before, and english skit being the best PUMA advertisment ever seen ms seow is probably impressed ~~not~~ lets not forget the e-brochure due next monday.

5. HOMEWORK. is killing me. i haven't slept before 11:30 for the past week. latest was 2. AM. mind you. all the while weqin was sleeping at like 8:30. i think i msn too much. PBL essay due next week. to be done in class. not happening. so much work dammit.

6. BAND. if you didn't think i noticed, i noticed and i know you kinda hate me. what can i say? i don;t think i did anything to you. bandslogan: lets spread the hate. what happened to all of us? i thought we were bonded for life. lemme say it again LIFE i guess i was the only one stupid enough to think that way. ~~i don't love you like i did yesterday~~

thats quite a mouthful to digest. read slowly. haha. or alternatively you can go to sarahswee's blog to read her WEWONCDIV post and kill yourself over it. best thing in my life now is nothing. worst thing is too many to count. currently waiting for my photodiary to arrive. i think it'll take another 2 weeks max. jkpoppy person never replied me about the hero t. suxzxzx.

CHANGED THE PICTURE OF SJ. check it out on monday loves!

2008-07-15T18:27:00.002+08:00

today school ended at 12:15. but i went home at 3. ask me why? coz of house skit practice! sighsss. it kinda dragged and dragged from the original 2pm end time to 3pm end time. lousy...and pankhurst went last somemore. and then it started raining reallreally heavy after our skit ended. i was like "fabuluz"

our script is really lag, if you get the idea. ahahaha. its my idea of a EMMAjoke. i'll just add it on to the collection, with the Yjoke. ahaha. ask me about it if you have the time! sarah would personally know about the collection. maybe weqin too. with trees and algaes and whatnots. this post is full of inside jokes!

then during our "house lunch" we stole about 100 dollars of michelle's money. its was pretty funny! brings back good memories of shin! so sad manzxzxxzx. and then during the skit practice things were all wack. i'm phoenix no. 5. check me out tmr! i'll be flying in a circle. the shiny thing as killing everyone today..whats it called? the shiny stuff on the board? ahaha.

after i went home i had 2 donuts and slept for 2 hours. explains why i am up so late. but then its calorie gaining D: HOPE MALAYSIA PERSON SENDS STUFF!!

2008-07-14T23:06:00.003+08:00

its been a while since i last posted...but you know i've been pretty B-Z [frances!] lately! with NBC and tons of e-learning homework!! the e-learning sucks to the core. i can barely manage my time well enough to go for the lessons, much less actually do the homework. dead manzxzx.

oh yeah. sarah's been complaining that i never post. what is this!?! competition mahhh! ahahah. WE GOT GOLD FOR NBC!! haha this is old news. but its good news. and good news deserves to be shared!!! ahahah. i love CGSSB! i love FLUBOES! i love clique! i love my juniorsss!!!! i love so many people! its a good thing ok. if you were wondering, then yes, i love you too <3>

today joannietoh was being cute-ly insane. but...she managed so be stressed and cry at the same time. crazy right? but i don't blame her. its probably the mixed influence from me and weqin hahaha. i love joan!! shes cute to the maxxx manzxzx.

chinese drums was pretty awkward. with the new pose thing. omg. it was pretty ~~bad~~ good. haha. it as weird actually. but ms low kept adjusting my feet and hands and all. after a while i was pretty perfect! hahah!

check out the clips! and guess who!

2008-07-10T20:26:00.002+08:00

SUNNY SUNNY SUNNY; i love you; i neeeed you ~i neeeeeed you~. haha. this is a fabulous song. absolutely smashing! superb! haha. thats enough good vocab to last a week. only thing is this week is ending in just about 3 days. and NBC is just 3 days away!!! dead manzxzxzx. going on a banana diet this week. ok. just kidding. but bananas are yummy! [ i can almost eat the banana on the banana tee, only if i had it D:]

i think weqin is the funniest person ever. other than me of course. but then i;m not really funny. i'm just really lame. shes actually funny. [ i have a strong suspision i'm turning into a gina ] and i had a "conversation" with a guy on the 970 bus today. he just "happened" to say really loudly "you know Crescent Girls'" to his friend or smt. and i was like "yeah i know" kinda loudish also. hahaha. who ask him criticise us righttt!

one day when i have money i wil either i) buy weqin a tree ii) buy weqin lots of algae or iii) buy myself some of both. hahahaha. [ inside joke. if you understand this you're a stalker ] the sms convos today were pretty funnay! ahaha.

and then and then. i had the postcards that me and frances bought together. and i wrote to shermaine+joan and jaeyoung and weqin and it was so funny. hongyi and janice both jealous! haha. on saturday i give you ok! i have to say my drawing is pretty good. its a shame i didn't get like full marks for art or smt.

JKPOPPY RECIEVED MY MONEY!! haha. for a moment there i thought it got losttt. end of the month is when all good things happen: i) NBC is over ii) speech day is over iii) memory card game arrives in singapore iv) photo diary arrives in singapore vi) banana shirt is ordered vii)... I'LL BE HAPPY! ahahaha

2008-07-09T10:02:00.002+08:00

super junior is in japan right now holding a fan meeting that the tickets are sold out for D: i'm going japan end of this year.....maybe fan meetin #2? hahahah! wishful thinking on my part. but you never know, it could happen.

yesterday during geog lesson my tablet had serious prolems of not being able to log in. the sharon put the yunho picture inside the battery there to trytry [it still didn't work] and we went through hankyung and changmin. 全不都没有用的！haha. i was like "hankyung-ah...why don't you help me?" i was literally talking to his photo. signs of insanity? i think so.

i was being really evil yesterday and only sarah saw the depth of my evilness. haha. 2 words. SNSD and BARBIE. [ cambodian war also can ] final decision on shirt : ~~BUY~~ hmms ~~DON'T BUY~~ BUYLAHBUYLAH. who ask the shirt to be so cute? shits. spend so much money!

2008-07-08T17:19:00.003+08:00

someone tell me: SHOULD I BUY THE BANANA SHIRT? the boys in the city seems impossible to get my hands on. yesasia don't have [sold out] then sapphire-sg is like "unless someone sells their copy its not possible" so should i even try asking jkpoppy?
unfortunately the banana shirt is really really nice D: if i don't get it will i regret it for the rest of my life? probably right...

2008-07-07T18:24:00.003+08:00

D: theres a SMtown concert and its going to shanghai and beijing and bangkok but not singapore. so unfairrrr. but then again they're not even going to malaysia. so chances of them making it to singapore is ZERO. [SMtown = SJ + DB +etcetcetc]

2008-07-07T11:34:00.004+08:00

CURRENTLY: in need of a stamp and an envelope! jkpoppy replied meeeee! she sounds like a nice person too. so happyyy! the sj photodiary is coming to me! hahaahahahha. loves. and then and then, MY MOM ORDERED THE STUFFS. hahahhaah. its all supposed to arrive on july 21st. the memory card game and sharon's rising sun concert thing. [i don't even have to pay for it myself] yay. free shipping somemore. so worth it. we all save money!

so. all thats left that i want it the boys in the city photobook. hopefully the malaysian person has it. if not then i'll have to wait until yesasia restocks which hopefully WILL happen eventually. if theres no photobook i think i'll buy the banana shirt. changmin designed it and hankyung wore it. its super perfect. also on the expensive side. but if i'm not buying the photobook then i will have extra money right? please advise me!

yesterday my mom had a aunties-party thing. there were so many aunties from japan and their kids. and i was the oldest. the person that was closest in age to me was my sister ok. everyone was P1-P4. and then some aunty brought those peel and stick tattoos. and then she put for like everyone and even forced me. cmon. i'm kinda old for this. and then now i have a pimple on my forehead. i wonder why. rubbing the stupid tattoos off hurt like hell.

CURRENT MOOD: HAPPYHAPPYHAPPYYYYYYY!

2008-07-05T21:50:00.003+08:00

CURRENTLY: trying to get mommy to agree with the credit card deal and lemme order the memory card game from http://www.yesasia.com/ its a wonderful website. unfortunately, credit card is like needed. everything there is really cheap. but of course they have really expensive shipping fees, which makes it almost the same as singapore prices. just like a dollar cheaper. sighs.

its 5.43 for the card game and 6.48 for shipping [US DOLLARS] so in sing dollars its like 15.70. but no guarantees that my mom will volunteer out her card. shes still not convinced it a reputable website. andandand, if she orders it i have to get 3A's for common tests to get it out of her hands and into mine. which is pretty complicated if you ask me.

if you even want to buy me a wonderful present, please get me the SJ BOYS IN THE CITY PHOTOBOOK. its out of stock in yesasia and not even mentioned in other websites. do you think if i request from sapphire-sg they will stock it? i bet it would cost a bomb. considering theres 140 glorious pages of photos and a VDC. which is so worth it, if the price is good. i have 50 bucks to spend on this and anymore, i'll be brokee. so i'll slowly save up......i guess i'm starving for the next 32672384 days until i have enough for it [i have no idea how much it costs]

ANDANDAND hongyi bought me the HANKYUNG PUZZLE. haha. now i just have to make it. but luckily they put the ABCEDFG thing at the back to help. but its not really working. since after one whole day of working on it i only completed 0 of the alphabets. currently working on A and G. because g feels like a Good alphabet. and Good luck! hahaha. THANKYOU SO MUCH HONGYI! ~~and thankyou for choosing me over desiree to give it to!~~ haha.

2008-07-04T20:06:00.003+08:00

I THINK I'M GOING TO GO INTO PANIC MODE SOON.

no doubt tomorrow mrs chua will ask me to play the terrible portion of variations that i can't manage. i'll just be prepared to die. shitzxzxzxzx. things like this always happen to me. i am listening to variations on repeat. maybe some of the good stuff will get drummed into me. [drummed! haaha]

unbelievably, MISE*CLUSIVE closed down. me+sarah+sharon were like WTH?!? so unfair right? we only went there a few times. and some more the mise people don't even reply their stupid emails. jkpoppy doesn't have anything new. related to super junior that is. time to find a new shop. since i found mise its someone elses' turnnnnn.

today was braids + classtee day. not too bad. apart from the fact the braids were falling apart. imagine me like that for NBC. not happening, but i guess it'll have to.

i haven't seen the houseboard, but assume its fabulous stuff since everyone worked really hard for it, and its shiny. hahaha. and now we have a skit to do.which is equally fabulous. so far the characters are: phoenix. thats about it.we have a coupla trees here and there but of course its not confirmed.

weqin is a fabulous bus buddy. [i think i overused fabulous today alrd] she totally cheered me up with the multiple grandpas that are gay. and theres that aunty. they're all famous. my grandpa is on the banner too of course. famous relatives. and then i am the nice one that didn't ditch her for frances and sarah. and frances had to squeeze under some guy's armpit to get on the overcrowded bus. best ~~day~~ night of my life, apart from musical evening. hahaha.

I PREDICT NBC IS GOING TO BE FABULOUS!

2008-07-03T21:38:00.003+08:00

UNBELIEVABLE. but today i cried in band. its only the second time i did [last time was sec 4 handover] can't believe it either but i was stressed like shitzxzxzx. it was like during variations, and then we had to play the [D/E/D/E x 5 + F#] which on its own is not difficult, but i don;t know why its really hard in that situation. and then no one play and only flute has that part, so then someone HAD to play. and then liming was supposed to play, but she couldn't play the F# so no hope and it got pushed to me.

and then after trying like 5 times, having the whole band play for me just because mrs chua needed to hear that part, it was like a really guilty feeling. then after 5 times i still didn't get it right. and then mrs chua was like "if you can't play that then we have to change song for NBC. this part is really important. so can you play?" obvious answer is i can't play, but then NBC is in a week and we obviously have no time to change song. so it was like all up to me or something. and i couldn't even do something as stupid as playing a stupid tune of [D/E/D/E x 5 + F#]. finally i got it right once. and mrs chua finally moved on. i would have died if she repeated it a few more times.

and then during break, i just couldn;t take it anymore, everyone breaks down once in a while, like cmon, i can;t play the freakin thing and i HAVE TO or else the whole band is doomed. because of ME. i can't let the band down, but i can;t play it either. after coming so far, all we do is like screw up because of ME? its not happening. ever heard of practice makes perfect? i'm hoping it will happen sometime soon. coz i will just commit suicide if i find out that because of me, we missed gold by 1 point.

just feeling unbelivably guilty today. i really don't want to do this to everyone, and cause so much trouble and all, but its not within my ability. i promise to practice until the neighbours complain, but after that, if i screw up, i need to apologise in advanceeee. oh god. please just don;t kill me if i mess up.

[stressed]

2008-07-01T22:14:00.002+08:00

EVERYONE! I NEED MONEY AND FAST!
PLEASE DONATE TO THE EMMA+SJ SOCIETY.
AIM: 75 DOLLARS.
CURRENTLY AT: 20-ISH.
dead manzxzx.
its for the good cause of SJ photodiary and memory card game.
plzzzz. haha!

2008-06-30T21:26:00.002+08:00

I AM SO BUSY NOWADAYS. I COULD JUST FAINT FROM EXHAUSTION.
THINGS TO DO:
1. HOUSE COM BOARD [COFFEE PAPERS, BACKGROUND]
2. PBL PRESENTATION [ SCRIPT, SKIT, PPT ]
3. BAND ST INTERVIEW [gonna be screwed up]
4. KIDSREAD PROGRAMME [STUPID PLANNING]
5. SO MUCH HOMEWORK!

That pretty much sums it up. Even though its only 1,2,3,4,and5. its a lot. the housecom board itself is gonna take up so much time. and my PBL is still at stage 0 of readiness. chinyi and jolene haven't even done the skit script yet [i bet] and i still haven't done the PPT script. at the same time i'm staying back till like 6:30 and getting home at shit late times, so chances that i finish my homework is pretty low. i wanna quit kidsread, but then mr teo will just kill me off too. i'm totally going to get into remedial coz i didn't have time to study for the maths test. actually dying doesn't seem to bad anymore.

AND I STILL HAVE TO VOTE FOR SJ EVERY 10 MINUTES OR ELSE SNSD WILL JUST BUTT INTO THE VOTING THING ~~[and win]~~

life sucks. if it weren't for this gorgeous blogskin i;d probably quit blogging too. too bad i'm kinda addicted to blogging. shit manzxzx. my life is messed up D:

2008-06-29T09:55:00.004+08:00

PICTURE POST!

this is how my tablet looks like now:

check out the DR. EMMAGAN + 69

new photos:

I decided not to put the DBSK photos in the album. unless i have enough pictures [and money] to buy another photo album to store their photos. good decision? or bad. i dunnoz. the HANKYUNG thickers are lovelyyy. and i still have a whole pack leftover. thinking of spelling out super junior, but i only have enough letters to do it once, so where to put it? so far my mom has not seen the new photos and the tablet. i had to purposely turn the back of the screen away from her. sighss. time for chinese tuition [ the compo is still undone D:]

2008-06-28T21:14:00.003+08:00

watched kungfu panda, the shifu is so damn funny. so is PO. i love them both. the ending is so funnay. they were both "at peace" then PO was like "do you want something to eat?" HAHAHAHAHA. SO FUNNAY.

band exchange today was well. fun to a certain extent. i went to school really early [7:15-ish] and nadia + huiyee and gang were at foyer, and i had a strawberry milk at the expense of nadz. [thankyouuu] it was yummy, but i was full y'know plus i alr drank milk in the morning. maybe i have an overdose. and then we went there and played the variations and radetsky, which honestly wasn't that bad, but we did better the first time round, even though we were more nervous the first time. right? i played so many wrong notes it like (*^%&().

then during the break, we realised that fairfield toilets are very yucky. really. not that ours is much better but still. and then i was really starving like crazy by that time so i had 4 [2?] sandwiches, which is twice as much as anyone else but what can i say? i love egg sandwiches. and then for calming nerves sakes. we had to eat banana. supposed to eat one only. but i love bananas too, i had something along the lines of 2/3. haha.

went home with weqin after dragging her with me. we realised we pretty much have the same teachers. they have kala for english. dead manxzx. after i got home i slumped on my bed and fell asleep until like 5. i was tired-ish i guess. haha. or maybe its just the frog shirt has sleepy properties. flute lesson didn't suck for once. i played really well for my standard, which is not too great. but mr. wong was happy so also can lah.

SARAH: i'll give you the micky photos on monday coz i don't really want them. [sorryz] and i think theres a micky bookmark too, its in the shape of a leaft btw, sharon+andrea would know, they chose the pack.

2008-06-27T21:34:00.002+08:00

NEW BLOG SKIN EVERYBODY! can i say I LOVE IT? hahahahaha. credits to sharon. [see, i'm nice] but really i "made" a lot of it myself. like the pictures? i had to edit it. sorry i don't know how to resize. don't look too closely or else changmin will look weird-ish. well...sharon kinda forced a changmin up there so what can i say? haha. ohwells. its lookin goooood! just been to sarah's blog. don't understand why she has such a nice background when mine i just lines and lines. why sarah?? whywhywhy? [teach me. haha] sarah, sharon and me change together. its gorgeous!

new phone number too. my mom suddenly fell in love with M1. its the trend [FRANCES] its kinda risky to put a phone number here so ask me on msn. haha. did i mention how my phone kinda killed itself? my sister was too violent with the snowball fight. so i'm using my mom's phone until [unspecified time] when it gets fixed / changed. which is going to take a longlonglong time, at least a couple of months coz my mom's the slow type, if you haven't noticed.

the height and weight was totally ____ today. ok. i totally lost weight but i wanna grow lah, not loose weight please. i won't tell you my height for embarrasing purposes. if i wear my shoes i bet i look just as tall as you and you and you.

went to plaza sing today. wasted a lot of time concocting some stupid sauce that i didn't dare try. andrea so brave lah. props to her. then it was off to made with love, where thickers ruled the world. i actually bought one ok. cost me a freaking 10.50 but it was worth it. i bought it in the name of hankyung anyways. then off to comics connection where we got loaded with DBSK stuff. totally regret it manzxzx. i thought it was SJ all the way :( but then off to cine's MISE for photos. gorgeous. i love it so muchhhh. i could just faint. LOVELOVELOVE.

2008-06-26T11:46:00.000+08:00

GUYS,

FRANCES' THE BEST. EVER.

2008-06-25T16:36:00.002+08:00

ONELOVE! this is the only good thing in life D: like recently (2 mins ago) recieved news that lit fest project is due today. which is like WTF?!? omgg. can die. and my lovely teacher never even tell us, until like a few minutes ago, and the project was due a few minutes ago. what is this?!?! its like less than a few minues notice please! currently the lit fest project is situated in lorraine's house. and dara and jantu is still non-existent. omgg. so angry + pissed + etcetc. how can she do this to us!?!?!??!?!??!?!?!???!? if i get a demerit my mom will surely go to the school and complain until hell and they remove my demerit. trust me. i will NOT have a blemish like that on my permanent record.

today was dancing day. specifically AFRICAN dancing. haha. mr.m (?) was the teacher, not the one you're thinking anyways. and it was pretty cool! hahaha. we had these moves called CUT THE GRASS and STOP THE BUS! i was like wowzers. personally i love it, but then i am kinda a failure since i remember 30% of the moves only. the flag-the-bus-method it so cool luhhh. can go to town, on-the-way, or local. haha. singapore IS local. P.S. mr m comes from this village in AFRICA called east LONDON. haha. the irony.

and today i found out that we are auditioning for SM. do i believe it? no. is it going to happen? probably not. but still. sharon is the type that will go all the way so i'm kinda sure shes going to work us to the bone to record the video to send to SM. did i mention that i'm kinda unwilling? [if only hankyung was not involved in this!] i mean we all have 0 talent + 0 cute factor + 0 selling factor or whatever. which means chances we are getting in = 0%. but i guess we can always try right? sing + dance + interview. great. lovely. not happening. plus i am not willing to give up my studies and the biggest plus of all: PARENTAL CONSENT. so yeah. my mom/dad agreeing to this is zero. but then get accepted then ask right? hahaha. we are ~~not~~ going to make it! fighting! [we are all going to end up like heechul right!]

we drank fake ~~bitter~~ sweet talk today. it was so fake ok. even the pearlies taste weird. but anyhow. we talked like shit in school and at outside-seven-eleven. sharon + sarah were arguing abt yunjae and micky+junsu. who is fake? haha. i don;t know. oh yesss. i still have that blue straw. if i have it by the end of the year i win ok! hahaha. anyone volunteer to buy me a prize? hahahahhahaha.

~~FRANCES~~ HANKYUNG: haha. yeah baby, of course you love my voice. i love yours too! see you tomorrow in school [totally gave you away there!] hahaha
RACHEL: haha. the cards are not happening. they look like a bunch of shit on paper. help me ok!! we do together. i bring paper + pens. we do on thursday ok? okokokokok? OK. haha. thankyou in advanceee! :D

2008-06-24T18:04:00.003+08:00

FEELING SICKLY. DON'T ASK. i don't exactly feel like going to school tomorrow, but then again i'm also not exactly willing to miss the first music lesson of the semester. i love music you know! how?? i'm not fevering just major headaching so i don't think my mom will let me skip school. shes that type unfortunately :(

thank goodness i finished my math hw in school or else i would never be able to rest in peace tonight. i am so not intending to do my chinese since its kinda crappish and plus my brain is not working too well. i still have stupid dental tomorrow, YELLOW + BLUE = CRESCENT!! haha. promise to put yellow and blue for NBC. Speaking of which i am not too ready for. i alr missed the last band prac for chinese drums, some how i feel that sectionals are way more important than drumming. ah. stupid.

math was really not working out today since pythagoras theorem is not my thing. and english and the tableaux was just as bad. i was practically dying on the spot while pretending to play tag with michelle and meiqi. i was supposed to be park-benched! i can;t believe i survived today without collapsing. sigh. school sucks.

just visited XXX's blog and realised that YYY tagged on it and its quite obvious, even though YYY was using a well...a fake name thing. and ZZZ is acting really weird lately, i don't really know how to react to her actions. andthenandthen theres this AAA who is going to BBB place at the end of this month. must as well ask her to kill my heart right! my world is full of these confusing ABCs and XYZs. the only thing stable in my life is hankyung and i love him so muchh.

still gotta do those stupid cards. sigh.

2008-06-21T11:17:00.003+08:00

vote for super junior at kr.mtvasiaawards.com/Korea/Nominees/show/artist/19 you can vote once every 10 mins so vote a lot a lot. andddd, you have to register first, so go to mtv singapore to register, coz its in english. super junior is currently in 1st place, but only by 1%, coz bigbang is really close by. must votevotevote! this awards thing closes on July 25th (i think).

haha. i set my timer for 10 mins so i can vote manymany timessss. love. if they win it will be greattt. that means they have to go to malaysia to recieve the award righttt. and malaysia is very near singapore. hahaha. * wishful thinking *

so far the holiday homework still left one chinese newspaper article that i seriously don't want to do, a dara clay doll that i'm supposed to make, and the chinese claymation project that i have no idea whether its finished or not. its not a lot, but its enough to give me a headache and make me regret not doing it earlier. howeverrr, i think this holiday is like the most efficient homework time alr. like last year i didn't even finish my holiday homeworks.

currently working on expanding my hangeng pictures folder. 250 needs additionsss! haha. i think i've looked almost everywhere possible, and to tell you, theres no more good pictures left, unless, he takes some more luhh. haha. looking for wallpapers too. tell me a good website if you find one! OH. and guess what. my dad wants to make a blogggg. i was like OMG. and then he asked me to help him and he wants all this techno stuff that i don't know how to do. and plusss. blogger is now xml, not html so its so hard to do. hmphsss. if you feel like helping me please let me know. haha :)

HONGYI: right..of course i want his number. i didn't even get it from keziah when rachel smsed her. for what?? so stupid to go and sms/call a person that doesn't even know your name luhh. did you update your blog? i want to readddd! [sorry lah, spell wrong, how you know the correct spelling??]

RACHEL: haha. EMMAdollars are the latest trend luh. you didn't know? EMMAbank has affiliations with all banks in singapore (incl. DBS, POSB, OCBC, HSBC, and more..) haha. which band acc you want me to transfer the money to?

TREAT:

HANKYUNG + HEECHUL makes your heart feel good. haha. temporary stress relief too. LOVE. gorgeous.

2008-06-20T16:26:00.013+08:00

WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE?!?
hahazzz. they are so cute together luhhh. i wanna watch this show. what show is it? if you know please tell me. can't stop watching it. its really very funnay + cute + etcetc. plus hankyung does the hair swing thinggg. so hotzxxzx. and he had the gorgeous white hair too. love himm.

this one is cute too. they always kiss?
i guess so. i love it. heechul + hairband = cute. haha. although hankyung kinda looks retarded there. so sorry about that. but its trueee. lovelovelove. heechul is the one person i don't mind sharing hankyung with LOLOL;

chinese drums today was funnnn! haha. i'm starting to like it more and more. when i reach school today keziah and rachel were walking together, then right in front of them were tony and ~~zhiming(sp?)~~ ziming and then they kept insisting that it was supposed to start at 6:45. so stupid. scare me luhh. then in the middle of practice the OM came and say the the house behind school complain that we are disturbing their sleep. but then ms low say nvr mind, just keep playing! haha.

and then after the session keziah told everyone that this was tony+zm's last session with us so all the boy-crazy (sandra) people chased after them after they left, all the way to the bus stop, to get mr.tony;s numberrr. crazy luhhh. i totally didn't bother. and then roslina and her bigbig problem came uppp. its quite...weirdly undescribable. haha. its not suitable blog content, so ask her about it if you want to know.

RACHEL: haha. still that name?? i though i paid you 500thousand in EMMAdollars already? hmphsss. the bank is probably transfring the money now-ish. HAHAHHA.:)
KEZIAH: don't be stupiddddd. i can imagine you laughing like siao noww. haha!
WEQIN: hello to you too! you should have joined chinese drums. it would have been so fun luhh!

2008-06-19T20:21:00.005+08:00

OMGGG. i can't believe the chinese mag. i thought pictures were good. but then i realised theres this story thing going on. and its damnnnn funnay. hankyung is the prince and heechul is the princess. and they got married on mars or smt. and then siwon and donghae were trying to get hankyung from heechul. and then h+h had a son: kibum!! and the son is the size of a thumb. so funny ok!! andandand, kibum travelled the world. best lah that one. hahaha. lovelove.

i struggled so hard just to understand those few stupid chinese words. they were worth it after all. i spent like 1 hour seriously. hopefully my chinese will improve. haha. for hankyung's sake and for my sake i will work hard for chinese (lie).

chinese drums today was well...GREAT. in short i got a bilster and i got so many mistakes i can't even count. hongyi and keziah keep telling me how loser-ish i look in the mirror and when i turn. and how i raise my hands and stufffffff. i don't even do those things!! maybe its not self-conscious. i keep looking at hongyi and she keep smiling. then i smile until i wanna laugh then i play wrongggg!!! so frustrating. i'm going to try to take chinese drums group pic tmr. haha! you guys are the loveeee.

MAG:

[sungminnie is sososososo gorgeous here]

[kibum is being pretty. haha]

[check out the donut earing!!!]

[hotness]

[sorry for the camera flashes; hankyung really looks like hes glowing]

2008-06-18T13:47:00.002+08:00

haha. its been a long time since the "scheduled post" anddddd, in that time i got lots and lots of SJ stuffs. i am so happy/guilty. mostly happy though. hahahaha. firstlyyy, i got my CDs from shinyoung. the super show CD is super worth it. theres 36 freakin songs. and they are so niceee. and theres also the MENTs. which i'm not sure what they are, but its SJ talking. (btw its in korean so i dunno what it means.)

according to shinyoung the songs are live. which i am kinda doubtful since its in tune and all. but i guess that just means they have talent! haha. some songs are a bit different from the CD version, but its so cute. in like happiness or miracle (i always mix them up) they are like shouting shindong and kangin. i laughed till my stomach hurteddd. i love all the songs. and even the korean version of the SJM songs are nice.

and then the SJ'05 CD is so niceee. the cover thing is v. cool. haha. i keep taking the cover outtt. the thing is my mom doesn't know i have these. so its super risky. hmmmsss. hopefully its safe in my drawer.

andthen andthen, today yiyuan gave me the mag she bought from china. its 100% super junior pictures!! supposedly it featues hangeng and heechul, but its about the same amt of pictures for everyone anyways. i love it so much i want to cut the pictures out, but then the people at the back?? so wasted luhh. how? the magazine is like showing how all the members want hangeng to be the king of their "empire" and then they are like telling him why he should choose them. its so cute. i love it. lovelovelove.

when i have time i'll post the pictures of the magggg. haha. maybe even the CD and the coolcool cover. haha.

2008-06-14T10:00:00.000+08:00

THIS IS A SCHUDEULED POST...IF THIS TURNS UP, PROPS TO THE BLOGGER PEOPLE, HAHAHHAA. SO COOL LEHHHH! :D

2008-06-13T22:13:00.001+08:00

one last post until a 3 day hiatus. going to stupid malaysia. and theres no internet there (or so i was told) or else it would be turtle-slow. trust me. so i'll have to compromise for extra long post when i get back. so sadd. i don't want to leave singapore. plus i'll have to miss band. which sucks beyond...how i can describe it. ughh.

had a wonderful ~~argument~~ talk with my dear mom today. she discovered the many many things i bought when she was away. to be specific all the HANKYUNG and SJ thingss. and the CDs. she was half freaking out. but then she was decided to take a nap then when she woke up she was just like "i can't believe you" and that was the end of it. unbelievably i got away with everything. i was also freaking out. haha. lovelovelove. ONE LOVE.

that reminds me. my darling SUPER SHOW CD poster is damaged. so badly that i dunno what happened to it. (shinyoung!!) sobssss. that means i'll have to buy it from somewhere elsee. hopefully mise will sell it. after all they sell all the posters seperate from the CD. but then where am i going to put the poster? my mom will freak out when she sees it. hmmmms. something to consider.

andandand. LAURA if you're reading this, i need to let you know i haven't gotten you a presen yett. causeway point was only selling nothing great. but if you're interested in tefal pots and pans tell me. or else find something nice and i'll buy it for you. haha. ETHEL. haha. yesyes. so soon! still have so much homeworks luhh. miss you loads too.

OMGG. I JUST REALISED YOU CAN SCHEDULE A POST TO BE POSTED!! WOWZERS. I'LL SCHEDULE ON TO BE TMR AT 10AM. TELL ME IF IT CAME. HAHA.

2008-06-13T11:14:00.006+08:00

my mommy came back from australia!! that means i finally have my camera backk. haha. that means lots of pictures! aha. this will be a picture post :D

these are my wonderful balloony friends.

pretty strings yes? haha.

my mommy bought me havaianas!

WE WERE FOOLED! haha. all those sarawak slippers.

the famous paperclips<3

CUTEEE!!

MISE-bought photos!!

to store them i had to buy a 20 dollar photo albummm.

HAHA.

SUNGMIN+LEETEUK+SJ photos

HEECHUL photos

KIBUM+DONGHAE+YESUNG photos

2008-06-12T21:03:00.002+08:00

QUIZZ TIME!!!!!!!!!!

Your Super Junior Lover
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
Your Super Junior is...	Hankyung
He loves you for...	your voice
You will have...	2 kids
You will cheat on him with...	Hankyung

This Quiz by ello_tatum - Taken 916 Times.

THIS SHOWS THAT WE ARE MEANT TO BE. lovelovelove<3

Your Super Junior Lover
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
Your Super Junior is...	Sungmin
He loves you for...	your hands
You will have...	4 kids
You will cheat on him with...	Kibum

This quiz by ello_tatum - Taken 916 Times.

This is to make Sharon/Sarah jealous. hahahha. LOLOLOLOL;

Which DBSK/Super Junior Guy Would YOU End Up With?

Name

DOB

Favourite Color

You Prefer

Your Favourite Member

You're gonna end up with

Hankyung

How you met

He rescued you when you were about to fall from a banana peel

He loves your

Nose

Percentage of your love - 91%

Is this relationship gonna last?

(8) - It is decidedly so. - (8)

This fun quiz by Blue-Princess - Taken 194 Times.

2008-06-12T14:38:00.002+08:00

ok. after a longlonglong time of "off the comp" emma is back! haha. yayss. after not checking popseoul for ages (sharon gave me the info first) i finally got the news that henry and zhoumi might be kicked out of SJ (well SJM for that matter). that is ~~GREAT~~ news. but then think i'll kinda miss henry and his violin if he gets kicked out. ahaha. but no one's missing zhoumi, i can be sure about that. haha. i guess i m kinda attached to them already? dunno. feels weird.

apparently BOTH zhoumi and henry are not performing up to standard. so they MIGHT be kicked out. and the replacement? some guy named soul. just the nam puts me off. i prefer zhoumi to soul anytime coz hes already in and has been "bonding" (guessing) so yeahh. but then again its like a (-2+1)=1 deal. get rid of 2, but get 1. so overall its supposed to be better right? when i finally thought everything would remain the same (and when i finally started accepting zhoumi) things might change. i hate that with SM.

now to mention things that have really happened. i cut my hairr. mr. gay totally ruined my hairr. firstly he was just chopping it off like it was free (so i have like no hair left) secondly he still ask me "is it too long? want it shorter?" HELLO!?!? no hair = too short alrrr. stupid. he kept putting more water and combing more, as if like that my hair will magically grow longer or smt. he KNOWSSS its wayy to short. i specifically told him i still need to tie my hair for school! hmphss. the ponytail length is about 2cms not kidding. and you can actually count the strands of hair. which means there is very little. trust me, i would know, i trieddd.

PBL is a killer, but things are finally starting to take shape and finalise. the BLOG is done. haha. please visit and leave a (educational) comment. www.save-electricity-campaign.blogspot.com its pretty good lohhh. the ppt info is nearly done. so i just have to do the survey pie charts. all thats left its the dreamweaver website, which chinyi is working on and sharon's doing the flash, and jolene's doing some background thing (and i am drawing like shittz) so it should wrap up soon! *yay* finally PBL is going to be a thing of the past. soon.

holiday homework is my main worry. i've resorted to doing it on bus rides since i seem to be very lack of time lately. die luh. so much work to do. and all thats left is a week, of which 4 days in malaysia and 4 FULL days of band leaves me with (-1) day to do. sounds pretty bad. i'm not sure i can finish ittt. and thanks to SJ and their wonderful videos/dramas i probably can't. ahhh. kill me. and i'm in another short-of-cash and mise-less situation. i hate that. some one volunteer to save me? haha.

2008-06-10T21:04:00.002+08:00

JUST TO CLARIFY.
I SUPPORT SUPER JUNIOR.
I SUPPORT ELFS.
I SUPPORT DBSK + CASSIES.
I DON'T SUPPORT SNSD.
I'M AGAINST SOSHIS.
THATS A PERSONAL CHOICE.
A PERSONAL LIFESTYLE CHOICE.
IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, I'M SORRY, BUT I HAVE THE RIGHT TO CHOOSE WHO I'M AGAINST AND WHO I SUPPORT.
IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, DON'T TELL ME ABOUT IT, COZ I DON'T NEED TO HEAR IT.
THANKYOU.

2008-06-10T18:29:00.003+08:00

CURRENT MOOD: MURDEROUS. stay away from me. esp if you are a SNSD fan.

honestly. if SNSD fans are permitted to slash posters and hurt other groups fans and rape/beat up other groups fans. they even pull out hair and stab and break legs. does it mean that everyone can do it? then why don't other groupss? its coz they have basic dignity and morals and the sense instilled in them to not do those things. that tells you a lot about SNSD fans. and where their morals stand. ~~all of them are going to end up in hell~~ and the fact that SNSD doesn't do or say anything about what their fans are doing shows that their VERY low too. AND they probably treat this as some publicity stunt, to boost their non-existent popularity. ~~they're going to hell too. for sure~~

OMGGG. i'm so angry right nowww. i wanna strangle some SNSD fannn. how can they do this to people?? ever heard of human rights? you are not allowed to have racial discrimination, let alone FAN discrimination. to produce such violent acts? for what purpose?? its rare to come across a situation where a party is completely in the wrong. but i honestly believe that SNSD guilty party and that all their crazy violent fans should be locked up for life. to inflict such harm, both physical and emotional on fans and SJ+DBSK. and why is no one convicted? for rape. for intention to kill. to rape and stab for the sake of your idols is not a justified reason.

SUNGMIN is being wayyyy too kind to just forgive SNSD and their fans. and tell all SJ fans that they should cheer for everyone. see. thats the kind of character SNSD need to have. and to force their fans to have. maybe they're just too bitchy and all.

to SNSD: learn from your elders (SJ+DBSK+etcetc.) dammit. didn't anyone tell you that before?? don't prance around in your micro-minis like you own the world when you are so unpopular. don't walk around so PROUD when your fame ALL came from other people, NOT YOURSELF. don't flash a smile, when you are at the same time trying to destroy your fellow bands. the VERY SAME bands that gave your help when you debuted and when you needed it. this is the kind of shit you give them? when they helped you. when they aided you. this is how you repay themmm?

i;m too upset to blog about anything else, even though i have LOADS to say. maybe tomorrow...

2008-06-08T09:33:00.002+08:00

I knowwww i promised not to blog until next week. tuesday. but sorry its a biggie emergency.
HANKYUNG WAS IN THE NEWSPAPERSSS. THE SUNDAY TIMES, LIFE, PAGE 2. ahhhh. shocker. and his picture is almost full body (feet are cut off) and hes wearing the "lowcut" scoop neck shirt he wears for SJM. and he looks HOTHOTHOTHOT.

admittedly this is good publicity for him, and SJM (henry and zhoumi had pictures too, but only a small square showing the face, unlike hankyunggg) but...this means that hes gonna get more fansss. they feature him until so big somemore. * sighs * more fans = more competitionnnn = badbadbad. ohwells. ~~spread the hankyung love~~

at least my parents and whoever whoever that reads the newspaper will know who i'm talking about the next time i talk about him. is that supposed to be the upside? btw, the SJM CD only sold 5000 copies in singapore. is that very little? it sounds very little.

no mise emailll. hmmmms. if i finish my math homework today/early tomorrow i'll go down tomorrow to the shop. if i don't then i'll go tuesday.

btww, yesterday i found the perfect photo album. but it costs a shocking 20 bucksss. which i didn't have at that moment of time. so stupid. have to go back there next week. (thinking of a hankyung scrapbook-y thing) and yesterday i discovered that paper was really expensive. 5.60 bucks for a hundred sheets of B5 paper??? it seems overpriced.

2008-06-07T12:04:00.003+08:00

what i wish would happen now is a big wad of cash drop from heaven and into my armsss. haha. so random but yet so trueee. waiting for the day shinyoung hands me the CD + poster and her frienddd, to gimme the SJ'05 CD. but thats a whole week to go. so happy waiting for me i guess.

i dunno if i recieved THE EMAIL or not honestly. am i supposed to recieve 2 emailss?? or just 1. and they haven't asked me to pick it up, so i am guessing its not arrived yet. and i even called them (number may not be reliable since its picked up from online) but then i was like "hello? HELLO????? " and it seems like no one was there even though someone picked up the phone. hmmmm. i need to buy a photo album thing. to put all the photos i bought. i think i'm suffering from holiday-boredness. seriously. i need medication nowww!

heres a pretty good time to mention that all my holiday homework kinda remains undone. i had some resolution to do some maths. but then that resolution is not exactly there anymoreee. and i need more table space. its over crowded with papers and worksheets and probably that PBL worksheet that i can't find.

i'll quit blogging + facebook for the next 2/3 days i promise. when i reappear on the face of the earth. i WILL have finished all of the math. PROMISEEE. but no matter maths or not i'm trooping down to cine again next tuesday, even though i'll seem like such a loner. but still. i need to approach the lady and ask her about my ordersss. i don't accept the fact that i'm not going to get my stuffs.

see you on tuesday, world. byebye<3

P.S. SHARON: i got hankyung after trying only a billion times. one of those tries i got kibum. haha. keep trying. (but for real i think i'm a heechul/ryeowook at heart since i got them like 10 times)

2008-06-05T21:16:00.002+08:00

quote of the day:
huiyee: what kind of NOSE do you want? [looks at balloon]
janice: huh? are you talking to your balloon?
hahaha. i love you all<333

2008-06-05T15:46:00.004+08:00

clique outing today..but firstly, SJM CD!!!! i love ittttt. the songgss are greattt. unfortunately zhoumi wrote some of them. kinda puts me off there, but still. at least i understand them right? haha. i LOVE SJ (SJM included)!!! i waited so long for the CD (1week) but i guess it was worth itt. janice still forget to bring some more. luckily i forced her to go to her house to get it. or else i wouldn't get it till god knows when. i wonder if they have SJM lyrics online, or do i have to type everything out myself. hmmmms.... (i just heard "fried chicken" on the chinese version of happiness, weird??)

i made a HANKYUNG<3 face="arial">. i seriously conidered making a super junior one but then it would be so exxx. (as shinyoung says "save money") soo decided against it. the KFC was totally funnn. compliments to my CHICKY MEALLLL. haha. the balloons were so cute/cool. i got 2. janice got 1. huiyee's unfortunate balloon burst in her hands. olivia mistreated hers and left it there. if you see a (unglam/retarded) picture of me on facebook with 2 balloons, yeah. you know where that came from. if i had my camera with me i would take a picture of it. too bad its with my mommm. sigh.

SHARON: don't beat yourself up over it. its only A concert, without SJ for that matter. and if i was your mom i would probably not change the plane ticket timings either so yeahh. and some more who go with you to the concert? seeeee. sometimes things are just not meant to be!

SHINYOUNG: the personnn never email me yetttt. OMGGG. i am going to freak out and dieee if they don't reply me soonnnnnnnnnn. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. SUPER JUNIOR, WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITHOUT YOU?!?!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. I FOUND THE EMAIL. IT WAS IN MY JUNK MAILLL. thankgoodnessihavethebrainstocheckthere. LOL; sighh. i will be contacted shortly about paymentt. i feel happy (:

2008-06-04T18:59:00.001+08:00

yesterday's section outing was well..not great. but not completely useless either. considering the amount of money spent. haha. well indiana jones was not as bad as i thought coz it was super funnayyy. i was laughing all the way, especially at all the gruesome parts. call me weird or whatt. poor poor izzati came at the last 10 mins of the section outing. so lame luhh. she was pretty flustered too coz she totally didn't find us and was looking for 1hr pluss. i am sooo sorry D:

today: PBL is the keyword. kill me please. it was so stupid-ly badd. well firstly i ws 10 mins late. that aside, me+chinyi's meeting started off with lunch / breakfast / brunch at macs. unproductive with a capital u. then at the library we worked of aproximately 1 hour before slacking off like shittt. really really. and i was being vending-machine-girl. and on the way to the vending machines you must walk in this narrow walkway teemed with guys and they totally check you out. considering how many trips i made to the vending machine...i feel pretty grossed out.

i have to congratulate myself on sucessfully ordering the show me your love CD i have wanted since hmm...a month ago. and i just ordered this poster for fun since it was only 5 bucks (the cheapest thing online) and this memory card game thingg (60 cards. totally worth ittt) so excited. i have checked my email like 10 million times since i ordered to see if they got my orderrrr. i want my things nownownow. haha, i realised i'm a pretty NOW-ish person. ordered one for shinyoung too. *happy happy* can't wait for the things she owes me. but that means i spent more that 50 bucks on that store and i am gonna get a membership card! yay<33>

SHARON: its supposed to be a secret (according to my dear section leader yiyuan) but i'll tell you on msn anyways. PROVIDED. you actually come online. so there you go. better go online and talk to me. i am bored outta my pants. tomorrow i'll be out. but FRIDAY. i'm warning you to be online or theres no way i'm forgiving you for being offline todayyy. haha. love you foreversss

2008-06-03T21:27:00.003+08:00

ok. i totally went against my better judgement and bought that don't don CD. even though it cost me 30 bucks. i guess its well spent since its SJ. i could have waited until tomorrow and paid 10 bucks less for it, but then, its 24 hours less of SJ, which causes me great heart pain. so yeah, the CD is in my handsss. hopefully its the last one (it was the last one on display).

can't wait for the SJM cd...I WANNA GET IT NOWNOWNOW. but still another 48 hours to go. still. i love the 至少还有你 song. and today me and shinyoung (on behalf of yiyuan) found that lvl9 shop. which is actually not THAT wonderful. all their stuffs are unofficial. but nice. but v. little of hankyung luh. a lot of donghae and heechulll. not fairzzz. but still. somethings are a steal. theres lots of everyone actually except hankyungggg. psh. biased lor.

lemme thank shinyoung (for being such a darlingg) and her friend for ordering the CDs (SJ'05 + SUPER SHOW) for mee. even though i don't know you, i love you, shinyoung's friendd. haha. spread the loveeee <3

2008-06-03T10:34:00.002+08:00

SHARON: according to shinyoung, super triple concert exists. and DBSK is performing, but not SJ. the other 2 ppl are some anon people (MCTHEMAX+MOONHEEJUN)so you can stop your heart attack now and take a pill. how come you have no msn?!?! i was dying of boredom at that time, you could have saved me you know :D sure its july?? ohwells. too bad for janice and her lover boy then. band happens to have a lot of korean people. HAHA. i dunno. i managed to watch Mnet concert when i was there. and it was replaying for so many days, i watched it 3 times. did you find the english channel?

ETHEL: haha. love you foreverss. how is you PBL going? i remember at this time of the year last year we were struggling like shit loh, and then we ate so much food at the library vending machine!!
SHINYOUNG: dunno larhs. i didn't know what shuqunite-d thing meant what. so just press lah.

i feel depressed like shitt. i've done the stupid SJ quiz only a billion times and i've gotten practically everyone (well 7/8 different people) but just cannot get hankyunggg. theres something wrong with the quiz, like its rigged so that its impossible to get hankyung. PSH. i'm pretty angry right now. grrr. anndd. additionally, i i think i spoiled the quiz coz now it says "invite -6 friends" as in negative six. so that means i can probably take the stupid quiz for as many times as i want since its not exactly functioning properly anymore.

the stupiddd section outing is only going to be me + shinyoung + late-izzati. so lameee. but then i wanna go to the lvl9 thing, so i must go cine. haha. thank you yiyuan for that information..but if i buy anything, i'll give her a big kiss even thought shes sick! haha <3 latest news. I GOT HANKYUNG. finally after light years. my darling shinyoung got him. and she go eunhyuk thanks to me (: haha. lovelovelove.

talked to sakshi and andrew today. after only about a year out of contact, its pretty amazing. they haven't changed that much. well at least thats what i think. i realised that andrew's gmail accound must hold a lot of secrets. ahaha. i promised so i can't tell :D sakshi sounds pretty well, so do sarah and victoria..they've got a dance coming up. and they're shopping for dreses. that sounds pretty nice...if i were there. haha.

holiday homework today. i promisee.

2008-06-02T10:34:00.005+08:00

SHARON: janice's lover-boy's supposedly going on june 12. but according to wikipedia, the SJ concert in thailand is on JULY 12th, but then according to my korean friend (not shinyoung) its JUNE. so i dunnoo...maybe hes going, maybe nottt.

SHINYOUNG: haha. i agree with you loh...for SHINee, the tae(somthing) guy is hottest (but hankyung hotter). you told me for the links it was UNDER crescent, and under crescent is some shequnite-d thing. so stupid. how come my name is all lower-case?? i want CAPSS
NADIA + SHINYOUNG: SEE YOU TOMORROWzzz *love*
NADIA: one day when i'm free i'll teach you the difference between SJ and SJM, and then i'll teach you how to sing that very favourite song of mineee. you'll be hooked :))))

ANDREW: hihihizz. haven't spoken to you for a longgg time. why don't you create a FB account? then i can write on your wall, instead of replying your tags. everyone has a FB these days. life's GREATT. its my june holidays. so i'm enjoying every minute of it!!

wow. i didn't expect my tag replies to be so long. haha. its kinda space consuming isn't it? HAHA. i'm still obsessing over paper clips, UNfortunately. i recently realised that i don't ususally use paper clips and all, so they're not going to be of much use to me. *sigh* and and and, i realised that i lost my ipod USB cord on the sarawak trip, so i can't charge my ipod until i get one. and i''ve been digging in my house to find an old one. BUTtttt, can't find it for nuts. hmphs.

more bad news. theres this guy (maybe its a girl, i wouldn't know) that lives in the condo above, and thes strumming his guitar like theres no tomorrow, and every so often he/she switches to drums. so i am practically getting free music that is not-so-high-quality. ugh. i wanna complain!!

holiday homework is getting to me/// i don't get the stupid RD worksheet with all the vocab words. i am practically killing myself using a thesaurus and all, but it doesn't help :( ooh. and i realised chris pine is really really hot. but hes kinda old, 26. hankyung is still betterrr. i love you forever and ever

I FINALLY SEE SUPER JUNIOR BLOGSKINS ON BLOGSKINS.COM, last time i checked, which was about a month ago, there was still NONE, and coz of my fantastic blogskin-making-abilities, i have to rely on these people to make me one. i really wanted to change to SJ skin..but then again i am kinda attached to the colour-changing thingies. and plus, the skins are not exactly great. maybe someone *ahem ahem* will make me a nice skin sometime soon, so that i can put it to good use. you know you know?? haha.

2008-06-01T17:39:00.002+08:00

THIS IS SO CUTE OMG!

haha. he wants to give me a kiss<33
i could probably stare at it alllll dayyyyy.
LOVE HANKYUNG FOREVERzz.

2008-06-01T10:34:00.003+08:00

NADIA: noooo, marry u is in korean luh. this is chinese. recognise the difference?? HAHAHA. its "at least i still have you" even shinyoung recognised it =.=
SHINGYOUNG: yesyesyes. i lurve it. a lot. *sigh* if only hankyung could sing it to meeeee. (: thank you for the CD. hahazzz. happy<33
ETHEL: hello ethel :D how are you doing on this fine fine day? LOL;

yesterday (since it was my 100th post i couldn't really post anything apart from SJ) i bought the cutest paper clips ever. since i was so free, so pop by the book store before flute lesson and i was like "WOW" book store advanced so much since i've last been in there. but really there are super cute stationaries there, and i spend a bit too much on paper clips and paper clips and more paper clips. ask me and i'll show you when school reopens. HAHA.

holiday homework is not looking good since my only thing done is the shakespear (spelling?) quiz which was a combined collaboration with sharon, haha, sounds so professional. cannot wait until janice hands me that SJM cd. so many fun things coming up! section outing...janice+huiyee outing... *laughs* but then janice broke my heart with that hankyun puzzle. maybe they restock within days, so when i go there they already restocked. (wishful thinking)

i realised janice has a friend (that is a guy) that really loves her. since hes willing to go to a SJ concert, even though hes never heard of SJ before, and hes going to pay for the ticket himself, and hes going to help janice record the concert and possibly get signatures. i wish i had that kind of friend sometimes.

ahhhs. chinese tuition. *bleh* byebyesss

2008-05-31T21:03:00.007+08:00

EVERYBODY..THIS IS MY 100TH POST!! *YAYNESS* and i'm going to honour it with super junior. my favvv song (by SJM):

至少还有你

我怕来不及我要抱着你

直到感觉你的皱纹
有了岁月的痕迹

直到肯定你是真的

直到失去力气

为了你我愿意

动也不能动也要看着你

直到感觉你的发线

有了白雪的痕迹

直到视线变得模糊

直到不能呼吸
让我们形影不离

如果全世界我也可以放弃

至少还有你值得我去珍惜

而你在这里

就是生命的奇迹

也许全世界我也可以忘记

就是不愿意失去你的消息
你掌心的痣

我总记得在那里

我怕来不及我要抱着你

直到感觉你的发线

有了白雪的痕迹

直到视线变得模糊

直到不能呼吸

让我们形影不离

如果全世界我也可以放弃

至少还有你值得我去珍惜

而你在这里

就是生命的奇迹

也许全世界我也可以忘记

就是不愿意失去你的消息

你掌心的痣

我总记得在那里

我们好不容易

我们身不由己

我怕时间太快
不够将你看仔细

我怕时间太慢

日夜担心失去你

恨不得一夜之间白头

永不分离

如果全世界我也可以放弃

至少还有你值得我去珍惜

而你在这里

就是生命的奇迹

也许全世界我也可以忘记

就是不愿意失去你的消息

你掌心的痣

我总记得在那里

I LOVE YOU HANKYUNG!!

2008-05-29T19:56:00.002+08:00

I WANT THE HANKYUNG PUZZLE NOW. janice...please buy it nownownow. or else it'll be sold out soon. and that cannot happen. and then and then, i want the sjm cd, but thats not going to happen until next thursday, and i have a feeling it'll be gone by then, since they're selling it at 9 bucks only. whereas popular sells it at 25. you know thats a lot of money there. sometimes i which i lived at lot1, then shopping for sj stuffs would get a lot easier. sigh. OH. and shinyoung promised me the concert cd. it has to arrive by the next 2 months. or else...

today my mom was trying to teach my maid about electricity wastage and global warming and pollution and stuffs. my maid totally did not get it, but she was just nodding and saying "yes" anyways. that shows that shes actually pretty smart.

band the past few days was actually pretty fun and not completely crap like i thought it would be. considering how hard variations is and how bad i am at it. the last time i played variations i was about to burst into tears for goodness sakes. super diffs. but then we got 2 new songs, tequila, which is pretty fun (but boring) and challenge the sky/heaven or smt like that. thats a pretty nice song. except that we are damn out of tune. but still. <33333

trying to quit drama addictions. finished liar game. trying to end ISWAK. wish me good luck. OHHH. and if you're looking for sarawak pictures (glam and unglam) please go to my facebook. they're all there. ((:

2008-05-26T16:38:00.004+08:00

HIHIHIHIHI. i baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack from sarawak!!! unbelivable but true, i wish i stayed there for longer like 2 weeks or something, things were just starting to get fun loh. althought i didn't get the full experience coz i was sick for 3 days (?) long post here. just to prepare you. firstly, i spent lots of money. my mom kinda freaked out when she saw, but really, i didn;t buy that much. but i love the cat mug we all bought, its so cool. i wish i bought this keychain though...me and frances really wanted one, but it was 2o bucks, and it was expensiveee. *regret*

i got loads tanner, but only at my feet. there are these havaianas tans, that are really serious. really really. i;m gonna get pre-mature aging if this continues, my skin darkened by 15 shades over the past week, so not gradual!! did i mention the mosquitoes? they especially love me. sigh. got rash too. OMG, and the hostel. it was really suckkk. no aircon, plus broken fan, and no blanket, and 20 people share toilets. its kinda gross. but.....even though this sounds bad, i feel that its all part of the experience. its kinda satisfying to know that i lived through all this. haha (:

day 1- fairy caves. it was really shitty. the limestone cave was really full of bat shit and other grimy gritty stuff that was sick. i got my pants really dirty really really. although it was really cool and all, it stank like crazy in the cave, and andrea got hit by lots of shit, and someon brought the smell onto the bus so it was quite stinky. ugh.

day 2- hydro-dam. it was...boring. we learnt the most technical stuff on that day. we drove really really far just to get there, and it was just to learn about some dams and stuff. wasn't too worth it if you ask me. but then we took a boat to an island where the hilton is so that was fun, but the hilton was yuckyyyy. the rooms are like 2km away from the main entrance, so me and andrea have to like hike all the way there.

day 3- THE RIDE ON THE LONGBOAT WAS SO FUNNNNNN! haha. i love boats. i realised that. me and frances both agree. but i don't like the food there, so unclean leh. there are flies swarming all over, and everything looks unhygienic. and the way they was their hands and plates in the river is not too clean either.

day 4- primary school was really fun. we sang songs that i don't remember singing since forever. and the kids were really good too. we performed the bangla dance that was AWESOME, and the U dance was pretty sucessful you know. even though you don't believe me, its true.

day 5- HOSTEL DAY. suggy (sucky). there were lots and lots of monkeys. and lots and lots of bugs. really a nightmare. and then for some studies, mr gomez made us walk up and down some beach that was really hot, and in the end, all he did was take a picture. not an excuse for torturing us you know.

day 6- painting day. a few words really sum it up. i got dirty and wet. i got so much paint on me, my skin is probably corroding. and then for the river studies, i fell (got pushed by andrea) into the water and got really wet. and then we went shopping. me and frances found some books for a ~~friend~~, titles are: WHITE LIES, SHAME, and LEARNING HOW TO LOVE THE LIFE YOU LIVE. we plan to buy then some day.

day 7- go home!! breakfast was really good. haha. pottery was unsucessful due to andrea. psh. airport = drinking coffee bean and eating famous amos sweets. yumyum. i don't think they have that in singapore.

2008-05-15T21:57:00.012+08:00

since its 10:06...i promise that this will be a really short post. since i have no time and all. to summrise it up. TUESDAY: we (bennett, sharon, desiree, me) went to find havaianas, well crap sandals since we really needed some, and we were really desperate. so i bought a size 35 shoe which does NOT fit me at all. like really. i'll probably have to throw it away after sarawk since its so unfitting and all. yucks. but the design was not bad, and the price was not bad at all,still, my mom thinks the lady cheated my money lah. and then we had macs, and me and sharon were really feeling very laughy. according to sarah, the gas came from desiree. HAHAHzzzzzzzz.

WEDNESDAY: SARAH'S CUM LORRAINE'S BIRTHDAY PARTY (belated+advance) as i remember, i was really emoing that day, since my english and chinese results were really ____ so yeah, i wasn't too bright. and then we went to andrea's house and we "danced" but that didn't really work out and we ended up watching lots of super junior videos coz andrea's neighbour/friend happened to have the DVD. luckyyy. then we went to american club to bowl. and i ate expired chocs. i forced a piece into sarah(swee)'s mouth at the end, coz we must get diarrhea together!! i know thats really nice. and then and then. I LOST. i was the worst player of the worst team. really saddening, but its true. ):

to FRANCES: so you're a smiley bean-looking thing now?? thats really ok to me if you wanna be a vegetable and all (legume :D)
to SARAHs: the top thingies are addictive!! haha. the dance is really suck right now. cannot make it since we're all stuck at like 1 mins and 5 secs. how?!?! when are we going to practice??
to NADIA: haha. don't read sarah's tag reply. or else it'll be really contradicting. but we're really good. considering super junior is really talented and all (((((:

2008-05-13T12:01:00.004+08:00

HELLO I AM SHARON AND I WANT TO BORROW EMMA FOR THE WATER COOLER. GOODBYE/

i guess you can tell that thats sharon. I am really hot and sweaty right now. its quite gross. sweat is like pouring out of my pores. for real ok. now, its like 12:15 and we have been learning the U dance since 8:15, so really, we spent 3 and half hours dancing minus recess. i am really surprised that we were able to dance like that, since we were really crap yesterday. first half of the day we mastered like 00:15 secs of the dance, and that is a REALLY GREAT ACOMPLISHMENT. no sacarsm meant. then the second half after recess we finished until 01:00. just kill me coz its really good.

personally i didn't believe that we were going to be able to do 10 secs, let alone like what,1 minute? at this rate, we surely can finish by friday. ahhhhhh. i feel really really... proud of us (((: hahaz. i am really happy. and high. and estatic. and whatever you describe those feelings. we even danced in front of the whole class, and teachers and even in the walkway that EVERYONE walks by. you know you know. i finally memorised the first chorus and half of the second chorus of marry u. its nice leh. but we are all singing U now, since we have to be very ON for the dance.

currently, assembly is canceled, and me and sharon and sarah swee are singing like crazy. all the korean songs. super junior. bennett and frances are singing too, but in english luh. its quite nice actually. but now they've moved on to DBSK...and they are much harder to sing mainly becuase i don't listen to them much. phyungseng ghuyte issluge i dooooooooo.................

watch this and tell me we're good
PRACTICE DAY ONE:

SARAH AND SHARON IS SO PROzzzzzz

2008-05-12T21:40:00.003+08:00

officially the U dance is really hard. today, we were trying it out in school. mind boggling i tell you. its super duper hard. caps. i was ultra sweaty, but at least we learnt like 5 secs? something like that. i think its super ambitious and not happening and all, but i guess the sarawak children get to experience erm...a different view of dance?? hahaz

today. band was the best. i really wanna dedicate this post to my section. for being so good, and nice, and fun-loving. today, we were playing the heart-love-game that i taught them, and the "lets learn english" game, and wenqi's game and they were the best. even though we all lost at least once, including me, i feel really fortunate to have such a section. we might not be the most bonded, or the least bonded, but i feel that we can really achieve as a section. i hope everyone will stay like that forever (: *sob, tear, happiness*

really tired right now since i was really practicing the dance a lot. hopefully it helps. erm. yeah. the pull pull thing is the only thing i remember right now. ah. not feeling too good about it ):

2008-05-11T19:08:00.002+08:00

OMG. Hankyung is just looking really hot there. *heart meltzz* haha. Decided to change skin, since the last one was really space constricting, and considering how I like to post essays and all, its not the best for me. I love the change-colour-flip thing. Its so fun!!! I got like hooked on making it change colour. Quite lame really.

FRIDAY: was really great considering our 5 hour sex talk and all. Honestly I learnt a lot. Hahaz. Sharon got lots of free pantyliners and I got free pimple cream thing. They smell nice. The pads I mean. AHHAHHA. And then these 2 bands came to perform for us coz of some school invasion tour thing, and sarah really freaked out about the brian guy. Really. He even over took siwon lah come on. Then we all ignored her for a while. And then she was quite …. Speechless. In short frances screamed a lot. And I’m half deaf.

SATURDAY: bored bored bored. Band was really fun (not) well firstly I was kinda early coz I just happened to take the correct bus for the first time. And then saw keziah, who dragged me to get the keys with her. And then chuxuan joined us in random chatting, and then a I realized a HUGE ant/bee lookalike thing was crawling really dangerously near my foot. Freaked like shit, luckily there was no one in the GO. It was really really big. Chuxuan like rolled a table over it and it still never die. Then huiyee came, and nerice, and shicheng. And we all trooped back to the band room. And I was 90% blind most of the day since I refused to wear my specs. Specs = marks on my nose + ugly. Therefore no specs.

TODAY: today was boring too. Went to get my contacts since I am unwilling to bring my hard lenses to Sarawak. Thought I would get it on the spot. No such luck though. 3-5 working days!! That means the earliest I can get it is Wednesday, and its so long away!! I have to wear my glasses for 3 more days…please kill me. Sympathise with me to a great extent. :: SIGH ::

2008-05-07T18:33:00.004+08:00

today was SUBER fun!!!! ahahahha XD well firstly, today started off with the chinese paper two thing, and it was really really disasterous. trust me, i don't lie about these things. the passage for the compre was like huh?? it was like in you life you must 留白i was totally not in sync with what it was saying and what it meant ok. TOTALLY. felt quite stressed. haha.

halfway through the exam i was like too free or smt, so i started scribbling the lyrics of marry u down. it was crazy. and then and then i thought of the OLYMPIC GAMES THEME SONG. believe it or not. of all songs in the world. the song was really not too bad, and whats more, HANKYUNG was in it. totally makes the song nice. although hes only on for like 20 secs (probably less) but still. LOVE IT. <333333333333333333333333333333

and then and then after school, sarah swee andrea sharon frances and me went to plaza sing to **@)&#*&^@*#^&^*^@&(. secret haha. and we went to macs and it was insane. sharon was spreading sars to everyone and she had some laughing gas problems. and we made a real fool outta ourselves by screaming like shit when the macs person said we could have the balloon. haha. sarah was like pretending not to know us.

and then since it was really early and nothing was open, we walked around and we really commented on the whatever girls shop or smt. sarah didn't even go in. funnyyyy. it was a really scary shop with like amputated decapitated fake barbie dolls with some fuzz stuff at the end. its insane i tell you. we heard this "yeah" song sung by some weirdo and the song was like WOW. i tell you its practially monotone and even frogs can sing like that. suck man.

and then it was off to comics connection. it was like so ____ there. sharon was freaking out like shit. and sarah was medicorely freaking. and i was just plain calm ok. haha. andrea was neutral-ish too. it was pretty funny how frances was practially stoned. hah. and then they were like violating the rights of the keychains and stickers. literally. and they found 2 hankyung keychains!!!!! let me express my thanks. haha. and then as sharon and sarah were still searching madly, and andrea was looking at smt, me and frances were strolling around and we saw lots of weird lolipop resembling plushies. really really scary. REALLY.

and then we saw these calender things of hankyung. haha. NO ONE ELSE HAVE OK. only have hankyungs face!!! and then there was the stickers. i am proud to say that hankyung's face is the biggest. ever. and then there was that poster. i had lots of difficulty smuggling it into the house. but i left it in the shoe cupboard when i got home, and had to wait until my mom was like showering to take it out and bring to my room coz it did NOT fit into my bag. love it.

oh. after shopping, sharon decided to crash lorraine's house. so we crashed. haha. my mom thought we were at school doing lit fest. funnyyy. we watched the ending of big fat liar. which was quite nice actually. and we watched some full house. esp the episodes which are the best. haha. english village and the holiday thing. lovelovelove. and music videos. and we saw leeteuk crying. just that i found the screaming really disturbing. but i think it was really sweet (:

and then comes the poker. best game ever i tell you. frances and i make a great team. altogether, with our combined efforts, we managed to hit like 2 balls. like touch. and we made 0 balls go in. come on congradulate me. we are really talented you know, unlike desiree who only got about a hundred balls in, and sarah who got 99 or smt. sometimes i feel that god wasn't fair in giving out the talents thing.

currently watchin EHB. don't blame me for being on episode 2 after a whole day coz i was arguing with sharon's friend for no good reason. kill me please. sarah knows the full story and shes just plain shocked there. haha. SLEEPZXZXZXZX TIME!

2008-05-06T12:24:00.004+08:00

aaaaaaaah. so bored!! its been ages (ok, it wasn't that long actually) since i last blogged. blame it on the exams. but now theres only chinese left tomorrow and chinese is the no-need-to-study type of exam, considering how everything is"unseen".

i can't watch anything coz tablet is confiscated. blogging seems like the only decent thing to do after facebooking for the past half hour. my cyworld (www.cyworld.com.cn/ilovehankyung or something like that, i actually typed a lot of chinese for hankyung's sake.) account is dead. honestly, i dunno why i created it in the first place (actually it was because i really really wanted to comment on hangeng's page and dunno if he ever got it or not) theres even a fan page for him, and donghae, and other people that i found, and its depressing to see that theres only about a million people out there who like him too. SIGH. its too bad that he can't help being so hot. HA.

speaking of super junior i have to urge to watch EBH right now. thanks to sharon's wonderful influence. speaking of whichhhh...no one believes me that i didn't do well for my history. but to tell you the truth, swear to GOD, i feel the least confident than i have ever felt, probably in my whole life or something. really. i dunno why but i felt really depressedly-sad after that, which is probably a sign that i'm gonna fail or smt. ahhh, for the second time, i'm bored to bits ):

TIME FOR SHARON'S QUESTIONARE.

1. What will I be most focused on most of the time? nothing really. i'm never really focused on anything. except watching vids, and looking at hangeng pics

2. What do you want the most now? a lot. perfect grades. watch a lot a lot of showsss.

3. Who is the person you trust the most? erm. FRANCES. ahahhahahah

4. Do you think you have enough confidence? OF COURSE :D

5.If you have a dream to come true, what will it be? Marry hankyung and live happily ever after (stolen from sharon)

6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain? yup(:

7. What is your goal for this year? erm....goal???

8. Do you believe in eternity love? yeahyeahyeah. i love hankyung FOREVER.

9. What feeling do you like the most? sarang<3>

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? hankyung-y. haha. in short: PERFECT

11. What feeling do you hate the most? exam stresszzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

12.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? yup...at least i think i do.

13.Do you believe in God? haha. theres no worse christian than me. but it BELIEVE. DBSK!!

14.What do you think is the most important thing in your life? family and friends and loved ones (hankyung)

15.Who do you hope to be always there for you? everyone. hahaha.

16.Who is your best friend? 不能说的秘密！(copied from super junior!)

17.Who cares for you the most? fam, friends, loved ones

18.Do you think "LOVE" is stupid? course not!!!

19.Who do I hate the most now? ****!&#%!*#$!&$****** hahha. guess!

20. What would you do if you had a million bucks? SPEND IT ON SUPER JUNIOR STUFF (and shopping hahahha)

Randomly remove one question from above, and add in your own question, make it a total of 20 questions.Tag 8 people in your list , list them out at the end of this post.Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged and whoever does the tag will have blessings from all people

2008-04-26T20:02:00.002+08:00

currently, i am feeling very non-studious. and very bored form the non-stop studying of science in the afternoon, which included lots of watching super junior. i was super frustrated coz my mom kept coming in and i only watch for 5 mins or so, and then i have to close it, and then i have to wait for it to load again. and then in the end my mom found out and she turned off the internet :(

my "studying" was basically reading the chapter 14 slides over and over coz i was too bored to stone to do anything else. and then i was like half-dead most of the day. the high of today was like eating ice-cream. which really is not much of a high. theres NOTHING to do, and i'm not allowed to watch videos, and i cannot do anything else, and my mom checks on me every 5 mins or so. so basically i can only study. and my studying is so non-effective. ARGH. i really hate science a lot.

the english paper brings back bad memories. the paper one was just awful. the topics were not exactly hard, but it was not exactly easy either. when i was barely half-way done, i already felt like stopping. and then i got really tired and everything. and then the functional writing was hell. i did NOT know how to write, and then as a concerned member of society....the thing i forgot. *showing signs of failure* and then the paper 2 was really ****. what the hell is paradox? and the other two words that i don't understand? i was like superfrustrated when i got to the first question and the word paradox pops out. and then after like 7 questions, i got RELLY (really) sleepy, and my head was droopy. and i was like half asleep. and i finished my paper so early, probably half the answers were right. *showing definate signs of failure* dammit. i hate english as much as i hate science D:

2008-04-24T18:23:00.002+08:00

GUESS WHAT EVERYBODY?????? its 14 hours to english midyears. let me say it to you in spanish in case you don't understand english : solamente hay cuarenta horas mas en ingles examines. by the time i'm done posting it'll probably be 13 hours and 45 minutes. the fact that its so close, and less than 24 hours away scares me, but the fact that i'm not really scared scares me even more. ok. now i'm just scaring myself.

i know i should be studying but i really feel like changing my blogskin, so i'll think about it and let you know when i've reached my decision. haha. as you can see (view tagboard) there are certain people who have nothing to do in science lesson to do these kind of wuliao things. understood a lot about shit and pants and shiku today, thanks to andrea. and really i'm getting very pro at the heart love game (not). i did one forfeit today but i think i still owe 3 or something. i bet its no valididated overnight!!! lol.

i was so shocked at my chinese CA marks, which is like 55.3 (exactly same as frances' by the way) dunno what happened there, but wanna stab myself. it think andrea got like 63 or smt, no fair leh. but then my lit is not bad, shocker, i got 72 for CA. elaine, the ever competitive person, likes to compare marks with me like shit, and i would like to say that she was gloating like shit coz she got 73 (highest in the class) let me give her the frances face: =.=" hahaha. she is just lucky that i never compare my history marks with her loh. che!

oh. and i found the biggest pad in the world. for real. and i own it. i'm gonna bring it tomorrow and show it to frances. shes gonna freak i tell you. but no way am i considering giving it to her coz i only own ONE. lolzzz. today, when we were clearing our desks, frances found the barney themed pad that i gave her a week ago or something. we laughed really hard and the clueless bennett was acting clueless.

oh yah. in the morning today, sha sha gave me the cutest cupcakes ever, and they were yummy too!!! so pretty lor the icing. i traded mine/janice with one of nadia's then traded another of mine with janices. i was choosing the nice ones for myself (ok, thats pretty bad) but then everyone pinche from me so at least i shared right?? just say yes. ok...........since i'm feeling so free i'm going blogskins searching! wheeeeeee~

2008-04-23T12:19:00.003+08:00

so far right now, life has not been the best in the world. my mom recently banned me from taking afternoon naps, so i am like dead at night so i have to sleep by 10 pm. a day ago it was 10:30 but i guess she just likes to change it a lot. my electrical supply is like cut off at 10 pm or something. and Frances says i should try using a candle instead. fact is i have no matches.

Chinese was so scary considering i got 34/70 for my 2007 revision paper thing. shocked myself out of my skin ok. i though i would at least pass or something. guess lifes not meant to be easy. the science was shockingly not bad though. at least i got 17/20. could have gotten 18, but the question didn't allow it since it was POORLY WRITTEN. expected since mr teo set the test. the legumes plant thing was really confusing. i remember about except that its in the bean family. at least its not tested (according to sarah who is psychotic)

Art was really really fun. we just watched all our claymation videos and my groups's failure video didn't turn out bad at all! there ended up being 3 group sixes and sarah was like "we are all comedians" funny (: me and andrea went spinnng in the parade square, and now i think about it, its quite stupid since we did it in PUBLIC...so embarrassing. and then we saw these korean people that were some microsoft people, and sharon freaked out since me and andrea were not USEFUL, and we didn't tell the full information (that the people were like old-ish). hahahhaha.

maybe i should start listening in science. its the second lesson today, since mr teo converted his CME lesson to science..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-04-22T17:15:00.003+08:00

the fact that i didn't bring my tablet home makes it really really inconvienient to blog, and since i am using my mom's laptop to blog while she is away, i have aproximately like 5 mins so expect this post to be full of grammatical and spelling errors. by the way this keyboard is really big and stretched out so its really difficult to type ):

class today was not the best thing in the world. chinese was so suck coz there was the letter writing test thing, which i never bring dictionary or gaozhi, and then i had to borrow some more gaozhi in the middle of the test and the dictionary i had to keep borrowing from andrea and celine's one went crazy and the screen died on me half way. i was super desperate then. and then we go back our "quarelling on the street" compo which surprisingly i got 65 and practically killed myself out of shock coz thats the highest i scored ever ever in my life ok. laoshi called my name and i was like "blank stare...no response...HUH?" then after a while "oh. OMG OMG ITS ME!!" naturally frances gave me the diao face. no question about it.

history we got our tests back and guess what? i didn't score too badly. reckon i could have gotten 12 or 13 if my conclusion wasn't so rushed since i did it after he said stop. so sad and wasted!! and today is our last history lesson with mr. poon. so sad!!!!!! i'm gonna miss him, well hes much better than mrs ow anyway you compare it, so there you go, next semester is gonna be geog, and guess what...i really really hate geog. that figures. and today we learnt the VAMI thing, which i think you are just supposed to slap on the end of your essay or something. i didn't really get it, i guess the rest of the class didn't either.............SIGH

theres lots of math and i am stuck on question __ and i dun really have the willpower to go on. need to de-stress with a CHEESY HOTDOG...too bad they're not available at home ): ok...i'll get on with my math and history stuff now...i think 5 mins is up!!

to CHUXUAN: hello (: i like blogging in school. HAHAHHA. hey, house hand over i won't be there coz of the sarawak trip, and ms ong is not going to shift it to another day for us...and the whatever whatever camp also cannot go...so sad leh )':

to JANICE: janice ah, janice ah, don't anyhow say say leh!!! that and don't say so loudly!!! and anyways its not this one. hahaha. :D later the person read then very shang xin. lol. tell celine her dictionary is very sot already need to buy new one!!!

to SHARON: ok...since you want the whole world to know here goes : SHARON STAINED HER SKIRT AND I GAVE HER THE SECOND MOST GORGEOUS (still undecided yet) PAD IN THE WORLD THAT IS BLUE COLOUR. hahahhaha :P what are you studying today?

2008-04-21T10:24:00.002+08:00

hello (: posting from school. from ms teo's charming home ec lesson thats really really interesting right now.. and using frances' tablet. guess what. i just gave frances the most gorgeous tattoo that says "FRAND" was supposed to be frances you know, but then she fussed over having her name etched on her leg and everything so too bad, its frand (friend) now. and also also, i gave her the most fantastical pad ever. its purple and green (barney colours) and its 14inches and FLORAL. so nice leh, especially useful for heavy days!

now we are on http://psbkids.org/itsmylife/money/managing/article2.html go theres its the most fab(not) website ever :D math lesson was the most fun every so far. i mean, considering i almost FAILED my math test, you know... and during recess.................FRANCES DUMPED HER NASI LEMAK ON ME. kill her for me please. my shirt is permanetly stained for ever and ever :(
me and frances and the whole class just saw where ms teo "lives" for the whole day in school. theres even a washing machine for dirty dishclothes? and she has lots and lots of food in there!!

newest update on the word game: sharon sarah sarah and andrea are not supposed to say "I" so they speak in chinese. a pretty yucky alternative if you ask me. ms teo is currently still tapping on her tablet, which she has been doing for the last 30 mins or so. so its practically a free period. i dread to see the chinese practice paper 2 from last year. everyone says its hard. so it should be no problem for me, considering how i usually fail and all.

O.O my "managing money" game is loading!! *yayness* :) guess i gotta go play!!!

2008-04-20T15:15:00.003+08:00

firstly, let me just say that andrew, you are one of the funniest people i've ever met. for real. also the first person that "interacts" with other people on my blog, and these people you totally don't know, but still. thats so cute!! hahahaha. ok. that was a high moment. to andrew: no, my friend was just being crazy. its like a when-we-have-nothing-better-to-do website. (: wish emily happy birthday for me!! what time are everyone usually online?

PARAGRAPHING; friday was big big rain day. like very very heavy. i got wet just trying to get out of my house. which is a condo, so wet is very impossible. and then mass run was naturally cancelled and then my 2.4 run is gonna be postponed until dunno when. i have a feeling its after exams, and by that time, we're gonna be huge unfit monsters. sigh.

art project was a nightmare. i don't even know if lorraine handed it in on time or not. we were just rushing and rushing and rushing like siao on friday afternoon, coz we haven't burn anything into the CD, and we haven't taken our character shots..ok..it was only me that never take character shots but still...and then we had to compile everything, and our claymation video was going nuts on me. and then finally after like 2 hours. everything was COMPLETED thank god.

and then sharon had a little accident. too embarrasing to post here. i have a feeling she will kill me when she reads this. but it concerns a lot of changing and scrubbing. ahhaha. i am so bad. oh. and during recess, i ordered a name tag for no particular reason. got a big scolding from frances for wasting money, and then after school went to cheers and ended up throwing away that seaweed thing. another scolding from frances. again.

yesterday was sleep day. i was sleeping like throughout and not working/revising. feel quite guilty about it, but not guilty enough to actually do anything about it. flute lesson was shit i tell you. teacher was clapping at like 140 i was playing at 75. could NOT keep up. so i ended up having to change my exam piece which i practiced for the past 4 months. go figure. today, so far i did nothing except chinese tuition, which my teacher was just revising revising and revising, and then i practiced flute for about 1 hour and then cleaned it and polished it for like another hour. i hate exams. stressed.......................i think this is too many paragraphs already. haha. to joan: the paragraphing thing works!! *yayness*

2008-04-17T19:46:00.003+08:00

today...was pretty good actually. for firsts, we got our SEAT in assembly today, so thats a thing to celebrate. and then chinese pass so fast. we just got back our letter writing thing, and then laoshi went through the letter format thing and BAM, lesson was over. love it when chinese ends without anything constructive. it just gives me more time to finish the compre that was due like on tuesday or something, and i still haven't done yet..haha (: and then maths ms loo was being "my gosh"-y and she was so funny!!! and then she helped us call mr. teo to go to the canteen so it wouldn't be so obvious that we were going to have a "celebration" for him. and then, after we all ran to the canteen like mad fast, he was already sitting there and stoning-ly waiting, and the cake was still god-knows-where. and then finally finally it appeared!! and then we lit ONE candle since it was so troublesome to light all 8 (3big,5small) or them. and we sang him the birthday song. and then cut cake time!! andrea was really failure at cake cutting, so i took over. managed to cut a 1kg cake into 25slices. this is TALENT. lol. and then mr teo posponed the science test!! *yayness* coz i never study. i LOVE it when these things happen (: and then during english today, we shared our comics, and mine was so wrong, i didn't even think of it until frances mentioned it. it had a picture of parents and a baby and the parents were saying "meatballs and sausage" and "pink water balloons" so sick leh. and ms seow was like "i don't get it" when she saw it..and she said sarah's comic was LAME!!! hahah. and then science consultation was pretty good since i really learned something, and got the parts of the heart right, FINALLY. coz the heart is a really confusing thing. ok...i confess that i slept today as well, but i intend to study now, so its ok, i can probably make up for the sleeping time since i am being SUPER EFFECTIVE now. hahahahhaha. P.S. this is for huiyee, and jance, and hongyi, who keep saying i never use proper english. this post...got no leh, lah, lor, WHATSOEVER, with the exception of those 3 over <- there. even though the grammer might not be correct or smt, whatever.

2008-04-16T22:38:00.000+08:00

Currently trying to type out my post on Microsoft word, so that is not so obvious I am blogging. You will very good punctuation in this post coz of the auto-correct thingy in word. I would just like to say that yesterday was the BOMB. Like really really really. Well, first of all, I was the FIRST one (dammit) to reach Plaza Sing, since everyone was going to be late for some unspecified reason, then Janice later then tell me she was actually here from 5:30, just that didn’t see me or attempt to call me….so I waited for Huiyee and Keziah to appear for about approximately 30 FREAKIN MINUTES =.=” and then after a long long while I saw Janice, and then we met Huiyee, who was so blur she “saw” us and walked in our direction and then just walked right past us. I was probably laughing too loud, that’s why she turned around and spotted us giggling away. Haha. And then we met keziah, and then we met joan. And then me and keziah and Janice went to long john to eat dinner, and joan and huiyee went to find presents for somebody somebody. And I wasted food. Luckily huiyee helped me out. And then after we ate we were rushing like mad coz we were going to be late or something, and then we met jiahui at city hall mrt station, and then we speed walked to the esplanade. VERY long walk. And then we watched. They were good lor!!! I dunno how we sounded on musical evening, but I’m pretty sure we weren’t that good. And then after intermission, I decided to sit beside Janice since everybody except the five of us went home, since they didn’t want to hear the CO…and there were these guys that were sitting behind us that were apparently ex- Marists, and they were insulting the CO like crazy!! But actually quite funny also lah, but still, me and Janice couldn’t stop laughing. And then there was a guy sitting in front of us that kept shushing the guys behind us. Then they ended up insulting him also. So bad leh. Then after the concert, we wandered a bit to find the “big staircase” to give to presents to the somebody somebody and then I had to find my way to the taxi stand. Which I did in the end. SUCESSFULLY. Haha. And then there was like 15 people in the queue, which is ridiculous, so I ended calling a cab. And by the time the cab arrived, I was second in the queue already…another =.=” and then when I got home, my mom grounded me for not doing my homework before I left the house. Psh. :( OH. And Janice has become the next “diao” girl. And and and, keziah is mentally retarted. She was born that way, couldn’t help it so don’t hold it against her. She feels bad enough…RIGHT KEZIAH?

2008-04-14T21:54:00.002+08:00

i'm so TIRED dammit. i dunno what happened, i told my maid to wake me up at 8:45 for a 5 minute nap, and when i woke up it was 9:45. jeez. late is an understatement. my homework status is like dire right now. i am stuggling with my chinese, and about 5 mins ago i decided to forsake chinese homework because i don't get it at ALL. dammit dammit dammit. as you can see i'm like in a bad mood-ish. my math revision is also not complete, i did not finish 100 problems as promised and instead, i only did 34. AHHHHHH....god save me. can't believe i was still playing in the afternoon, and taking naps, and eating, and sleeping. i so did NOT predict that i would be in such a predicament at this sort of unopportune moment. today on the whole, the morning and afternoon was quite fun lor. in the morning, it was really slack. me and frances finished our maths homework in school, and i did some chinese, like 2 questions, and then i tried unsucessfully to load the liar game show. it was so funny leh, it repeated like a million times, and when we went toilet, we could already remember all the lines. haha. and then science was so pay-attention-less coz i really can't remember what mr. teo was teaching and it was so short. and when i got home, i was like so relax..............can't believe now i am at a state of moral peril. ok, i guess when i am angry all the chim stuff starts coming out. but really i'm already at the edge of humanity. argh! can't wait for tmr..

2008-04-13T15:45:00.000+08:00

today was so fun leh! me and lots and lots of other people (keziah, joan, hongyi, janice, hui yee, roslina, jimin, sha sha, clarinets, rachel-laura-nerice gang) went to the band marching thingy. me and supposedly percussion and trumpt section and joan and huiyee hda lunch together before we went there. so i tried meeting janice at dover mrt, which is the closest to my house, but then i wait and wait still nobody :( and then finally she ask me to go to the carriage where someone is waving at me, which did not happen since i didn't see anyone waving at me =.=" and then at redhill i thought that we were supposed to get off and look for each other then get back on. luckily, janice sha sha and hongyi caught me before i got back on the train since we were supposed to meet keziah and joan and roslina. and then we went to outram to meet jimin who waited 20 mins for us XD (14 doors from the front. haha) and then we met huiyee at the payar lebar shopping centre or whatever. that was so suck i tell you. it was raining by shitloads then, and then we were practically being sprayed by water on four sides, and stepping in huge gigantic deep water puddles. stupid lah. and then we were really really wet, and then we met huiyee who had no umbrella so she was more than really really wet. keziah was laughing the whole time dunno why got some problems. everything even not funny also laugh. hongyi cannot stand it. haha. and then we ate at KFC. and dunno why i order wrongly so i got TWO cheese fries that i cannot finish obviously, but so malu to return them, so whatever, just take lah. and then my cheesy barbeque dunno what dunno what was nice....but then cannot finish since i stuffed almost one WHOLE plate of cheese fries down already. so they went to hongyi :) and then i felt like eating ice cream. and whipped potato. so yeah. i thought i was ful but i guess not. and then by the time we went back, the rain was quite small already so it was ok. and the stadium was not THAT wet...and i was airing my feet on janice's bench. lol. my shoes were so wet loh, like sponge like that. and then we watch the thing. hongyi and keziah both the camera no memory space. since only 512 MB, then my 2GB camera no battery. so lame leh! but then we watch HC, which was really really good, and then the TK ppl were also really really really good. the marching is so precise leh, and their extras are very extreme loh. got lots and lots of things, even some dragon dance thing. so pro leh. feel very jealous. our band is like nothing compared to theirs. *sadness* and then i had to leave at 5:30 for flute lesson, and then i got lost at the car park. which is very lame coz i saw the overhead bridge, just never cross. and then keziah started a self-blame thing and kept saying "omg so sorry". and then i got to lesson 10 mins late. and then at night keziah called me and keep "omg i'm so sorry'"-ing. i seriously think shes too nice for her own good. i bet people like janice and hongyi will take advantage of that *ahem ahem*

2008-04-09T18:41:00.003+08:00

today was a pretty slack day, considering we had practically no academic lessons, art, science, and CME is not conidered academic since they are all so slack. especially science. even chinese today was quite "fun" well...at least i never sleep today lah, i think its because i really got enough sleep last night, so today i wasn't sleepy at all! me and huiyee wait for nadia like shit long ok...until the sky turned really bright, and i still had a letter to write :( anyways, the section outing thing is STILL not confirmed lah my god. yiyuan very ..... leh. ohyah. started writing to izzati and shinyoung as part of "section bonding". yiyuan should be proud of me :D (i finally got the spelling of izzati correct. *yay*) and then after school we had to do PBL, so chinyi had to pon her CS project. lol. so bad. then we went to macs at bugis coz sharon INSISTED coz she wanted to go to the sembawang there. lame lah. and then we really worked worked and worked. and we even had time to slack a bit in between. which was quite good lah. however, i probaby gained like 2 kg coz i ate a lot. like nuggets upsize then a sundae and then a "homemade" coke float, and then some more fries, coz the table-next-door's fries were smellin oh-so-good i couldn't resist (: and then we wanted to go to gift-a-name for sharon to make liping's present, but HOWEVER...it closed down for renovations/permanetly. so sad. and THEN, when we (sharon) wanted to go to sembawang to buy her CDs, it ALSO closed down for renovations/permanetly. so wasted please! luckily, today got NO homework except for lit. which is really easy. OH. and guess what. my braces one of the square square metal things fell off.........thanks to nadia. i bet i clench my teeth too hard in exasperation of waiting for her. D: to NADIA: you lamo. first cali-fornia. now tom and jerry. thanks to you my braces is like BROKEN, and my dentist is on holiday or smt, so he can't fix it until next week!!!! GAH, can't believe you!!! p.s. my shirt design is very very nice right?

2008-04-07T20:29:00.003+08:00

today so FREE leh...the homework is like none, even though there is chinese test tomorrow, it doesn't really matter coz i never score for chinese anyways. band today was unbelievable. really truly. believe it or not i hardly slacked. AT ALL. for real. i played all the way from 3-5 then i started to be a bit tired and stuff, then i stone for 10 mins or so then i rearrange the WHOLE FILE. now its so neat (: *happiness* i can't believe i did that....i want to watch liar game, it looks like a very nice drama, some more only 11 episodes, and each episode is only 45 mins. so its super short, and got lots of time to spare for studies (maybe). i LOVE my section shirt design ok...its nice lor, yiyuan says its too plain, then says sec one the design is nicer than mine.....i think mine is nice lor :( so demoralising please!!! i finished my english homework leh...so proud of myself. its huiyee's birthday in THREE days. shes spreading it like crazy to get presents lah please! so lame leh. today yiyuan was so stressd/pissed/weirder-than-usual. section meeting was so serious lor. now i know already lah. we must BOND =.=" ohoh, and i got nadia's flute. the pass down thing was so confusing leh. changehere change there, then i dunno what happened. haha lol. i forgot who to pass to already.........going to study chinese!!

2008-04-05T21:41:00.003+08:00

just for the record. i spent the past 3 hours on maths homework.i did 4 questions in paper 1 and question 2(a) in paper 2. at this rate, i'll finish these two papers when i graduate, if i can even make it to sec 4 and graduate that is! OMG. can't believe i am so unproductive. i really want to work hard. i try to do the self-motivation thing. i close off all distractions, i do everything. but i manage to squeeze out excuses to NOT do my homework. the most ridiculous things like drinking water can take me 15 mins coz i don't wanna get to my hw. i dunno why this is happening to me. and i have a tendency to stone off after a while coz i just can't concentrate. i have ADD i tell you. especially when i am doing maths. i get frustrated when i dunno how to do the question. and i don't skip the question. i just stop doing work altogether. AHHH. i dunno what is wrong with myself. i am trying to push myself further. i try to keep on track. i TRY. but my tries are all USELESS. i can't push myself enough, i don't keep on track enough. i NEVER follow the schdules that i plan for myself. i feel like i could do so much better, if only i was given better powers of concentration. i want to score well so badly, i want to complete all my homework on time. i KNOW its possible, but now, i dunno where all the time goes. if only i could push myself a bit more, then maybe i could exercise some self-control. but then again, maybe i'm already pushing too hard. what if i fall off the edge? i'm too scared, i don't want to find out. why is this happening to ME?? ~feeling suicidal..................

2008-04-05T17:25:00.003+08:00

* SIGH * from yesterday night to now, i have NOT done anything productive. i've played monopoly, online and real version, and i've made my section t-shirt design that yiyuan won't recieve until forever coz shes sick and she probably won't go online and i don't feel like emailing. i've finished my pride and prejudice, which was AWESOME, but the ending was like "its over?!?" which is not exactly fabulous. so bored, coz i really don't want to do homework, or start it as a matter of fact. i'm just using excuses to distract myself. i even went on facebook for like ten million hours and bought a zillion fab bags coz there was nothing better to do. and then after that i ate ate and ate, coffee cake, chips, drink tea. etcetc. i'm growing fat ): band today was pretty good. i only felt sleepy in a slight way. usually i am like sleeping on my flute. althought the mr. chua session was really quite boring, but since there was only 3 flutes, ONE first, then must pay attention, since yiyuan has fever and all. and then gina left at 10 ditching me and wenqi. so we were like freaks sitting in the band room with no seniors and playing like shit (not really). our tuning was really shit though...mrs chua was like stressed trying to tune the whole band. i feel stressed just trying to tune myself! and then we realised the harmony director spoiled. HAHA. so funny leh. thats why everyone was off tune. going home was fun. i was waiting for the bus with wenqi and this is our convo:
W: eh, look, theres a orange tree
E: wow *sarcastic* (points) theres a purple tree *sarcastic*
W: hahaha, thats not a purple tree, its a purple pole/structure/thing
E: theres a blue tree! *sarcastic*
W: no lor! thats also a pole/structure/thing
E: theres a invisible tree! *sarcastic*
W: where got? i don't see it!
E: theres a pink tree...a yellow tree...a turquiose tree! *sarcastic*
W: huh?
wenqi was so slow lor!!! damn funny. it took her about 5 mins to realise. thats 300 seconds. which is a lot. i have a flute lesson in 30 mins and i don't feel up to it. i didn't practice. enough said. can't face my teacher. shitzz.

2008-04-04T23:15:00.002+08:00

i am so tired. but i think this weekend is relatively less stressed than the pass few, considering that the projects are more or less finished and everything....except for art. which michelle is supposed to do the compliling. so i am FREE!! (with the exception of hw) lol. haven't been totally shrugged off of projects since a looooong time already. now just have to concentrate on PBL, and studying,and everything will go right! *yay* sarawak trip is coming up and i am super excited ok!!! i dunno if i can even concentrate on studying for SA....so many things i can get myself preocupied on. frances confiscated my pride and prejudice and only returned it to me today (according to her for the sake of my homework) which worked since i really cannot watch what, so study lor. today we went to heeren to see see te havaianas. so funny ok. we were speaking chinese plus etc etc other languages the whole time. and it was so ... and then when we went to the num store, 1st one dun have, so SHARON go and ask. turns out theres a second store. we go to the second store. dun have, so I go and ask. turns out theres a THIRD store. by that time i was like "omg, what is their problem" already. so funny lah. I GOT THE 6TH PRIVATE BOOK!! my dad's friend came from america and bought it for me...YAY!!! it was so nice ok! i finished it in about 1 hour. deep concentration. it seemed so short, even thought its the longest book so far (8 pages more than the 4th one) but the ending is so cut off. i want the 7th book...its coming out in may, hopefully my dad has more friends going to america!

2008-03-31T19:33:00.003+08:00

AHHHHH...very long never post already. reason being: super stressed. a lot of homework right now, and plus i'm struggling with science and maths stuff coz i simply don't understand. dunno why, i just cannot concentrate lately. don't really feel like blogging acctually. i got ABUSED on the bus today. it was like super crowded (not so super lah) and i was standing at the corner of the standing part, when some dunno what school guy comes slamming over. shoulder pain ok!! and wenqi was laughing like shit. and the guys friends was laughing like shit too. so malu. i thought i was going to drop my tablet. then some people kept pushing and shoving me and i was ultra uncomfotable!!! so many projects due lately.............like history. supposed to do today. but you know the script was really...and i was supposed to say "MARY" as the name, and cannot make it. i was like cracking up after every line. the CS thing i totally figured it out. i finally get how to use fireworks. tried to teach andrea, failed lah hopeless case. and the home ec thing so lame. i'm watching pride and prejudice with elaine, and its actually quite nice lor. didn't expect it to be so nice. the art is still unfinished. sigh. and tomorrow there's council inves PLUS house handover. which is actually quite sad. so many things changing at one go, i haven't gotten used to the step down thing yet, its not fair that they do this do us. and the sec 2 marching thing is going to make everyone hate me forever. but its for the good of the band. and the section board thing, flute section failure lah. never win since forever. i wanna win!!! and we are supposed to design section shirt or smt?? flute slogan = yiyuan is the best. guess who made it up. argh. HW is getting ahead of me now. dunno how to finish!?!

2008-03-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

this is the second late night post in a row. i really have bad eyebags now.................shitzz. guess why i stayed up so late? to do HW believe it or not. well if i did it in the afternoon instead of watching death note 1 and 2, but it was s addictive. i didn't know i would finish both in one day. the whole movie just zoomed by! haha. lol. it was very nice though. the ending was a bit lame. but still. nice. now i am doing science. well 1 hr and 30 mins ago i was doing science. now i am just chatting with nadia and waiting for 12 am to come so i can send her a birthday sms. haha. did i mention shes CALI (the laughing) and i'm FORNIA (the non-reading). we're twins (?) and we're CALIFORNIA. ahhahaha. i think i have problems :D and for the science theory (which was very difficult) i had to get ian's help coz i just couldn' manage it by myself. and he got very very pissed. haha. i can't help being dumb at science. especially since i didn't listen to mr teo very well for chapter 3. he was super frustrated coz my questions were really stupid. but i really dunno what!! and he keep doing *dies* *faints* *jumps off building* haha. i guess i was really really hopeless. but its science. so you can't expect me to do well since i didn't get any of my dad's smart chem genes. i guess it doesn't run in the family. really tired now...but its not 12 yet! going to watch ISWAK...but forgot which episode i stopped at! oh no!!!

2008-03-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

i realised that many people (esp from band *cough cough keziah*) like to call me a pig. i mean, i like eating a lot. especially chocolates and lays chips, but still loh. how can you call me a pig!??!? lame keziah is the one that started it. psh. how did i know it was going to catch on??? not fair on my part. if i knew i probably wouldn't have eated so much that night! the holiday homework sucks. its only a ONE day holiday, and they wouldn't let us off and i am doing my march hols homework in this time coz i honestly haven't finish yet. oh yeah HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE!!! love you forever. the secret recipe thing didn't turn out well. all janices lovers couldn't make it. but at anchorpoint i found this really nice shop. ok maybe I didn't FIND it, but still,its a cool shop. and inside everything very nice (: sports carnival was totally spoilt by the rain. but we had so much fun cheering and cheering and cheering. throughout the whole thing i think pankhurst cheer the most ok....sarah was like on a roll, cannot stop practicing. my lungs hurt after that ok. i was like stand-sleeping. and leaning on shin. haha. and then me and rika had a shouting thing. where we scream really high pitch together and then got vibration, like when we tune, someone is flat and someone is sharp. so cool! and then me and andrea had a pankhurst vs. bronte fight. we were screaming like very bitchy-ly. and then andrea give up coz i was super ultra high pitch. lol, so fun! and then we sucked lots of helium and i sang the lonely song. super cute lah! it was so fun...sports carnival. the working camp was...well quite short of fun. except the sleeping and waking up part. being really late at waking up and all. the mud mats were really not that great, althought cleaning up was not as bad as i expected (quite fun really) after that i went to plaza sing. where janice was being really innocent and we found lots of nice shops. well i did. this time its really me. like this scrapbooking store. so nice! and half way through i got foot cramps. haha. i'm bring so random today, its not in CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER. so quite confusing. even for me. haha (: its 11:59....going to be 12 soon! sorry, so random!

2008-03-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

haven't blogged for quite a long time now. i guess you can tell, its been 4 days, close to 5. and its coz i'm so STRESSED. yes thats the word. i know in a sec 2 you are not supposed to hear it coz all the seniors always say that they are more stressed, but they should realised tat juniors can be stressed too you know. i mean in perspective maybe we have a smaller workload, but still. stressed. firstly, there is house com. i wanna commit suicide ok...the banner is still undone, and what time do we have? NONE LEFT. so how? DIE LOR. i mean, we honestly were not allocated with anytime to do it, we didn't have the time when we had the materials, we didn't have the materials when we had the time, and now we don't have both. so i guess its the 'best of both worlds'. psh. and and and, on top of that..theres about a million projects that have to be completed by like next week or something. and about NONE of them are even started/half-way completed. so i guess no chance already lah. i really wanted to have a good streaming year, and do all my homework. sleep by 10 every night. do well in my studies. excell in band. be a responsible house com member. and clock up the CIP hours. thats what i really wanted out of 2008. and based on the current situation. i can tell that all are impossible. except maybe the band one coz i really love band. i feel so de-spirited about house. i mean, i used to love it too, but now i realised that the sec 2s were just the level where everyone pushes the work down to. its not fair, but its a hierarchy that i just do not enjoy. the studies thing, i am so behind on the holiday homework, and the teachers are catching up on me, which means i have to finish it soon or else. and the CIP hours thing i very unlucky, being the leader. which means extra work and all, and i'm already lack of time ok!! i wish one day had 26/7/8 hours. which will do me a lot of good, since i get 2/3/4 hours more sleep. and time to finish homework. and stuff like that. the mountain is piling up and i dunno how to clear it. shits lah. and the dramas thing is really a BAD influence ok. i am totally distracted from work coz of it. i need to quit! call the SOS hotline! Janice's birthday is coming up!! (22nd march) and so is NADIA's!! (24th march) haha. *excited* i love musical evening 2007

2008-03-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

if i didn't love you so much i wouldn't be so hurt, only if we weren't that close... today was in short, CRAP. firstly, i didn't manage any homework whatsoever coz i was so lazy or something. i knew i was doing something, that was related to computer, but i guess my brain didn't realy recognize that i was acctually slackin off! so shitted lah. first, i was chatting on MSN, coz i thought i would only chat for a while, but never expected that so many people were online, and caused me to over-chat. then i was acctually downloading songs into my itunes, instead of doing the maths quiz. theres still the home ec thing that i only did once and failed terribly, and i haven't do the folio yet, and i have no time to try the stupid recipe again!!! and then theres still chinese homework in the form of COMPO which i suck at and usually i take about 5 hours to do a compo, and time is what i don't have. and the lit file, i really do no feel like doing coz my next lit lesson is thursday, which is sports carnival and after that friday, which is good friday, so maybe ms fazilah will not collect on monday, tuesday, or wednesday??? OMG. i really do not have time to do the lit file. i have NOTHING inside the file right now! for all i know, my printer is probably working against me too, making sure that i don't have the documents printed. ARGH!!! i can't believe it...how did this happen to me!?!??!

2008-03-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

its cause of you that i cry myself to sleep every night. built to last by melee is such a good song. i love it loads and loads. i can't get over it, the lyrics are so meaningful and comforting. the exchange today is not the best i've experienced, but then again, i haven't been on an exchange before, so i guess this sets a pretty (low) benchmark for future exchanges to come. speaking of low, i think you know what i mean. today we had section brunch, which was quite great! i went to jurong to meet nadia so we could take train to choa chu kang, but then i had direct bus the whole time, and then the train pass by bukit batok, and i had to take bus PAST bukit batok to get to jurong. so lame lah. and then we met izzati on the train! and then we took LRT to bukit panjang. for me and nadia it was the FIRST TIME EVER. so it was super cool. it was like a super slow roller coaster. but it was good experience. we had fun pretend-screaming at the going down parts (ok, maybe it was only me) but then still, everyone was laughing. brunch was way to early, and then we couldn't really eat much, considering that, mindy and izzati still managed to finish their food. and then we takeaway the food (leftovers) for gina. haha, i'm so mean! and then starbucks sastified my caffeine needs, and then we had to take train back to school. and by that time we already kinda knew that we may not make it by 12. and we still had to do the cloth-double-sided-tape-test-tube thing. and then like 5/10 mins after we reached school (on time coz we took a cab to school) our favourite person came. and then we had a one-sided conversation that included lots of one-sided scolding towards the other party. so shit lah. and therefore our warm-up time was cut short by a lot. and i would like to say that i learnt something today (*ahem, cough*) "learning from past mistakes is making progress" or something along those lines. but it was really sad that TK was late coz then we couldn't have our ice-breaker, and then we got another one-sided conversation for clapping. (great, we also learnt that team-spirit, and good-naturedness, and being good sports is a BAD THING). *sigh* - lifes been terrible lately, so i dunno when i'll stop sighing ):

2008-03-12T19:41:00.000+08:00

i feel SAD. like uber sad type of sad. the kind of sadness that grips you, as if someone has ripped out your heart, and you're left with an empty feeling. the kind that you experience when someone so close to you is suddenly gone. i guess you can see/feel the emo-ness i'm going through now. i remember last year, when we were so close, and bonded like we could never be seperated. now its all gone. i miss the sec 4s already, and i'm still seeing them tomorrow. i dunno how this is possible, but it just is. what huiyee's friend says is true they came and left and they left behind their footprints on my heart. can you believe keziah (the obese pig)is DM, and chuxuan is BM??? ok, no doubt they are really good leaders. but you know, the chuxuan thing still came as a shock. today, janice did a Very Bad Thing (VBT) and she was stressing over it a lot a lot during lunch. and as a result we chatted a lot about her and hongyi's VBT and in the end it started raining. and at the end of the end, it stopped raining (yay). we are going for section BRUNCH tomorrow! and its at choa chu kang. just recieved sms from nadia. i dunno how i'm gonna get myself there though. argh. i still cannot shrug that gloomy cloud. *sigh* for the second post in a row!

2008-03-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

guess what?? tomorrow is "power day" (for hongyi) haha. lol. random statement. today got band day camp and science lessons. i would like to say tht science lessons were extremely boring. unbelievable. i didn't even listen properly lah, and i usually i take notes and every thing. i am EXTREMELY disappointed in myself. boohoo. and i would like to say that sharon is crazy to send me like 12 (?) alex heartbreaker pics. i mean, hes not even that good looking, and the piercing is quite ugly. but kibum is hot/cute. no doubt. that one cannot argue. lunch was quite...since it started raining like shit right before we (janice, hongyi, me) wanted to go to cheers to eat. and then when we were getting the hot water for the cup noodles, the rain turned from shit to ultra shit coz the whole sky was like white with rain, and we still must make our way to the church. i would like to say that i burned my hand (finger) coz my soup over spilled a bit. and the soup was so peppery!! couldn't eat, and kept stealing andrea's apple tea (coz it just happened to be within my reach. haha.) i thought a japanese person was supposed to come and teach us, but i guess he didn't show up. i realised that JANICE IS VERY MEAN TO ..... (clue: its a junior) terrible. she biased towards .... loh. the variations was very crap today. i couldn't play very well. i played better last time with less practice. the more i practice, the faster i get, and the more uneven the rythm becomes, and that is BAD :( and unfortunately, the test tubes that we made for the hwa chong and tanjong katong exchange, some were ruined coz of ... factors. so today must stay after and make 5 more. and our materials were not really complete. and then rachel very extra (??) and put hair gel in one extra test tube. so i ended up making a CGSSB FLUTES one. quite nice leh. its on the section board right now, not sure if it will survive till tomorrow. *oh well* the super junior "don't don" song is very nice leh. ok i admit that i like the violin part in the middle, but still its a very good song, only if i knew what it meant, which is quite unfair. maybe i should start taking korean....

2008-03-09T19:55:00.000+08:00

OMG. today, i made my home ec. thing, it was a blueberry mango cream cheese tart thing. it was well.. weird. i mean, i didn't taste bad or anything, just like nothing i've ever eated before. so that constitutes as weird. i over did the tart with too much water, so it was sticky, and then when the tart was done, the filling got too much mango, so it became super watery, and then, i put the filling in the tart before i took it out of the mould, so then got problems, coz how am i supposed to take out the tart when there is filling inside?? end up i broke the tart :( so sad. so wasted some more. i am currently buried in mounds so stuffs, and my desk is over flowing. i just found my phone with lots and lots of sms-es that i don't feel like answering. i forgot to mention that i ate 6 packets of msg thing yesterday for the noodle snack thing. and then hongyi mixed it with water and it looked like shit. haha. today chinese tution was quite failure. i was pretending to listen, and then the teacher acctually caught me half sleeping. so malu. i am so tired, and worn out, and my back still aches from sleeping on the floor on friday. oh wells. i guess its down to me and my holiday homework now

2008-03-08T21:57:00.000+08:00

its been a few days..yesterday (today) was the band overnight camp and its the BOMB. i love band, ok, seriously, i cannot imagine band without sec 4s. its so sad lah!!! why do they have to step down so early?? it will be so lonely and weird without them ): i feel depressed (de-bressed also can *bennett*) i think the amazing race thing was really good. i mean, i couldn't really figure out the clues, and i didn't really understand the game to begin with, like to take picture and stuffs, to i was kinda confused. we didn't win, we got 3rd, but its ok, i mean, i learnt a lot, and it was a really good experience. and i think the sec ones are not so scared of us anymore coz of it, coz we really worked together. oh yeah, we were team "meh meh" do you believe it?? all thanks to nariz (not that its negative or anything) our flag was so cute! and then we also played dodge ball, where i ended up to be the last person standing on my team, i wasn't even wearing shoes in the parade square, and it hurt really bad and i got a blister :( i think the section bonding was really quite =.=" coz we didn't do much, but i guess in general we "bonded", but nadia is leaving soon (stepping down) and mindy wasn't even there, so bond until very sad. dinner was pizza, which was nice, but honestly one slice wasn't enough. the blindfold thing was very fun ok!! somebody poked/smacked my ass twice, and then i scream damn loud lah. and then they splash water and it was quite freaky. the sec one behind me was gripping my hand and she was cutting off my blood circulation. gosh. and then there was the water bombs, which were the absolute best. audrey to mean go and splash the bucket of water at me, and then rachel slapped her soaking wet shirt on me, and then audrey go and squeeze her shirt on me. che. i got wet. nuff said. sleeping was quite an affair. the movie got no sound coz the cable a bit spoilt, so me and hongyi and meritta and audrey went outside with the lays, and then we saw mandy, livia, jolene, shasha, and more eating outside too, so we joined them, and then more people came (JFM and isabel) and then we became a "cult" and you have to say "i am a pig and i like to eat" to join. so funny. and then nariz and laura came and then JFM started telling lame jokes. i still remember the fungi one. LOL. rachel gave me her blow up pillow...thanks (: marching today was quite lax, but i think the sec ones need help.*warning, lots of bitchy stuff ahead*
"some" don't understand the phrase "lock your arms" "shout louder" "bang louder" and i THOUGHT they were simple english. guess not, psh. pissing lah. if you don't understand a command, can you please ask?? and after seeing people do it 3-5 times, wouldn't you already commit it to your memory what it is? i don't care for your slow reaction thing, it doesn't work on me. we didn't even get to turning in 5 mins coz we had to do the same thing over and over again. i don't even understand. and to "those" can you please care more for band, i mean its not like it would kill you to do it properly and shout, just do it for yourself, after all we are the ones going for the competition. no one is going to be here in 2 years time, no sec 4s no sec 3s, and who do you intend to rely on then? its really not fair for those that actually make an effort. i mean MINIMAL effort. how can you watch us and not feel guilty about your own actions? the reputation that took how many years to build up is just going to be tarnished by YOU, and you don't understand that!!!
sorry for this. i really don't want to do this, but if i bottled it up, i think i would just burst. thank you HY, janice, hongyi and shasha for going out today, coz we really had a lot of fun, with lots of "hard work" in between. hongyi is just wating for her "power" to come (: now i think about it after this (LONG) post, i feel so empty thinking that sec 4s are going to leave. after one whole year, we changed from strangers to friends, its pretty hard to believe we are so close. i hope i don't break down on wednesday. that would be very malu, but then again, i can't promise.

2008-03-04T15:49:00.000+08:00

guess what? my tablet DIED on me today. i dunno what will happen to the battery...maybe it will be permanetly spoilt (denatured, lol)?? maybe. today was ok. but chinese was really really really boring. i was practically sleeping in class, even though ms tan was going through the anwers. i know thats really bad, but so boring, and i don't even really want to know what shes teaching. psh. and then after that, i felt really cold and sickly. which was acctually normal cause it turned out, everyone was cold too, not just me. and then since i was feeling "eggy" i ate 2 eggs for recess, and drank sharon's contaminated milo. therefore i deduce that cramps are not contagious coz i didn't get them (: and then after school HY didn't want to go queensway anymore, so Sharon went with me. and we bought FBTs and we ate macs. which i didn't finish and am eating right now, just am i am typing: THIS. haha, lol. i think the school wireless is really very bad ok. they should like put at least 5 routers in the class right?? if not how they expect us to use the internet? imagine we bring to the canteen, and EVERYONE is using like one of those wireless things. it would take forever. sports heats tomorrow. i am feeling SICKLY again, coz i simply cannot run to save my life, but i dunno why i'm taking part in 8 x 50. sigh. it will be so malu if i lose for my house. considering that i'm a house leader, now thats twice the shame.

2008-03-03T19:56:00.000+08:00

* sigh * today quite sucky leh...the sports heats were half-way (less than half-way acctually) cancelled coz of the heavy rain, so i didn't even get to participate for my event, and then we have to go back to school and have it on wednesday instead...which SUCKS coz i'm supposed to go out on wednesday, and now i dunno how and what will happen!!! Life is not fair sometimes. and then and then and then, band today was so...coz i just set up then need to pack up coz nobody bothered to tell me that we were going to do marching at 5 =.=" and marching was sooooo tiring!! cannot believe it, but our dressing is never straight, no matter how hard we (maybe only I) try. and the on-the-spot march thing is torture ok, my legs are aching like shit now. see lah, if only the sports heats were like complete today, then by the time we get back to school would be like around 6 or smt, so don't have to march SO much. even the NCC people came to help us since we were in SUCH a dire situation. so malu. and then we got our results today, well history, maths and english. i am so disappointed with my english paper kay, the teacher totally cheat my marks for the summary coz she didn't recognise my points. so i only got 12/20. and the vocab is so hard!! i only got 2/5 = fail. thank goodness my compre was good, only minus 2.5 marks so overall still not THAT bad, but still pretty bad. maths so wasted, could get A1, but just miss by one mark. and if i check carefully can acctually get 2 marks more. psh. and history...so happy lah (: but i wanna know whos the one that got full marks for the paper. its not fair :(

2008-03-02T18:10:00.000+08:00

Hello! I am posting with the tablet, and this means that i will probably be on the computer more, which also means that my blog may acctually survive now (: and i cannot get used to the key board, especially the backspace which is in the wrong place!! never mind...a lot of things happened since i last blogged, which was jan 9th or something...and on march 12th, the seniors are stepping down. i cannot believe it lah, i mean, thats in like 10 days :( i don't think i'm prepared for it, this year they step down so early leh, last year was like april? the sec ones don't even know them properly yet. so sad. yesterday was super fun!! me, wenqi, meritta, and audrey went to bugis and i bought a lot of things and we took neos. everyone was angry with me coz i was taking too long getting a shoe bag (that i don't even really need). i mean, its not really my fault coz the nike guy was taking really really long to get it, i think 3 sales persons were searching for that model and then after like 15 mins then tell me don't have stock already! so =.=" LOL. and i still remember when i went to collect tablet, sharon slapped me (lightly??) like THREE times, and then i slap her back (hard, according to her, coz got "piah" sound) and then she also slap frances, and then frances say got "piah" sound also and she freaked. funny. currently i'm trying to install a bunch of stuffs and the adobe thing is super slow...sigh..its raining

2008-01-05T16:49:00.000+08:00

OMG, i have been SO busy this few days. i think my brain will burst, and i will crack under all that stress and strain i'm going through now. i'm just so busy. sharon finally came back on friday, coz apparently, i told her that first day of school is 3rd jan..lol..sorry lah. the orientation was really really good. I mean, the performing thing was really fun too, except the move instruments up and down thing...that was really pissing me off. but we were so good (ok, it sounded pretty good, but there were SOME mistakes) and everyone was like cheering and clapping like mad for us. and then there was the malu song, which was damn hilarious lah! and guess what!?!? 1S2 WON FIRST FOR THE CHEERING COMPETITION!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay us!! i'm so happy for them (and myself) coz they really worked very hard, so they totally deserve it (: next week's schedule is practically bursting. everyday got to stay back until 6 plus 7. which kinda sucks, except the no mass run and missing school thing on friday, thats nice. but we have to make the mass run up, which is not so nice. i feel really stressed, but also really happy lah, wth....its so weird. and oh, i have to start writing to my mortal soon or she'll think that i abandoned her even before i started writing...gosh!

2008-01-01T19:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! i totally can't believe school is gonna start tomorrow, its like super ultra depressing. i totally don't wanna go back to school!!!! omg, i wish i would get sick or something, i mean, after 2 months of holidays, they can't expect us to go back to school!?!? D: i feel sad. *sigh* hopefully, the teachers won't collect the homework on the first day, or else i'm dead meat. and i just found out that our new 2s2 classroom is on the third floor. thats just GREAT. i mean, what a GREAT way to exercise. psh. luckily this year we're not in sec one if not then have to climb four storeys of stairs, well good luck to them. the school bus is gonna come at like 6 am tomorrow, which is 10 minutes earlier than last year, which sucks. i made my new year resolutions this year, and they were mostly made up of stuff like "i will not procrastinate" and "i will not wait till the last minute to do my homework" and i bet that those will be the unfufilled resolutions. can't wait to see everyone again though...thats the only thing...

2007-12-31T10:11:00.000+08:00

Hello, haven’t written for a long long long time, like 2 months or something. Loads of things happened since then, there was sarah’s b-dae party (that I did not go to) and michelle’s b-dae party (that I also did not go) and musical evening, which was the BEST ever, and I went to Malaysia and korea, which was super ultra fun, except for the fact that I got another allergic reaction to something I ate on that korea trip, it must have been some of the foreign food stuff. Btw, my facebook is also kinda dead-ish. When I came back from all the trips, I had like 150 of those application addition things. OMG, i was like “ignore, ignore, ignore” so sorry if I never add a lot, coz I really could not bear to read through 150 applications. On last Friday, we had our sec four farewell, which was quite fun, coz we have to make our own food, and by “make” I mean make sandwiches. Which was so failure coz no one eat loh! It was like nutella and peanut butter and jam and marmalade sandwiches, which was quite disgusting. Right now, I’m practically killing myself over the lit poem which I haven’t finished, or started as a matter of fact. I also dunno what to do, its so weird and confusing!!! And I can’t find an analysis of it on the internet, which sucks D: because of the stupid lit essay thing, my mom didn’t allow me to go escape today :( well, I wish everyone a very happy new years eve, and I’ll try to write again tomorrow :)

2007-11-08T20:52:00.000+08:00

today i had tuition in the morning, with my new tuition teacher...so now i gotta decide who i wanna keep and who i wanna un-keep. really tough decision, so blah, i dunno what to do. and then after that i went shopping with my mom! i tell you the line for the parking was like 2 miles long. we were all waiting on the road, and these cars kept trying to cut the line when the rest of us were patiently waiting for our turn, psh. meanies. and then we went for lunch first. which isn't politically correct coz then my waistband will expand and i will buy the wrong size jeans, but who cares. but lunch was yummy. cabonara spaghetti. and then it was shopping time, except we walked around for a really really long time without finding anything, and that was really REALLY annoying. all the jeans were either too ripped, or too ugh. i dunno how to describe the ugliness. and then all the shoes were not nice too. and the shirts are so plain and un-interesting. and then finally when i went to try on something, i realised that my feet hurt like hell...uncool...and then finally FINALLY...i found smt nice. its this victoria's secret shirt that says "pink is #1"...and then there was another shirt that says j'adore pink...but they only have stupid M size, that doesn't fit me!!!! upsetness. and then i found another green shirt that i bought coz the colour was a very unique green. haha. lol. i couldn't find any jeans coz the design that i wanted was only available in size 2 and i can only wear jeans that are smaller than size 0. so obviously cannot. and the size 0 in that shop seemed really really big. and then i was pooped out, so go home time. ate mini meltz...yummy (: you pick me up when i'm sick, thanks for that, i'll try to do the same for you, i love you too

2007-11-07T22:26:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JOLENE. there...almost forgot for a second there...we had wonderful band today, and it was quite _____. we were scolded for being late, and somehow, i totally agree with it. i mean, everyone one was coming later and later. maybe its because the sec 4s aren't here anymore or smt. i feel that time passed so damn quickly. next year, nadia and mindy will be sec 4 like adeline, and then they will leave............................ok...sentimental moment there, ignore that. during band, i went to see ms leong, who taught me a new ambushure which is so effective. i can't wait for tomorrow, going shopping!! you're always there when i need somebody to lean back on, thanks to my imagination

2007-11-06T16:43:00.000+08:00

today was boring. i am stuck at home since my mom is monitoring the stock market like a crazy person. psh. not fun. i can't even use the computer. i totally cannot wait for tablet, then, she can check the stock market as much as she wants and it won't even bother me. had tuition today. quite crap. teacher was like half-asleep...my mom is thinking of firing him since hes not really that effective. so she kinda lied that we were going to malaysia for a month or smt. thats the up side. on the down side i'm gonna get a new tuition teacher. who may be nice, but i dunno, since my teacher is quite un-strict, considering i never do my homework and all, so i dun really want a strict teacher. i realise that i lie a lot to my tuition teacher. coz i dun want him to come. so i have so-called band prac like every day. haha. i tell you my dad who has an ipod has no idea how to work itunes. he doesn't know that you need to use your credit card to buy songs, so he is totally shocked, and doesn't want to enter his credit card number. i was like fine, up to you, but no songs for you then! psh. quite sad. even my mom knows, and she is sooooo un-tech savvy. lol. i went on facebook for the first time in like 1 month, and i played the texas hold em. it was damn fun except i lost every single round, and no persuading, so they bet like 20 dollars. and i only HAVE 60 dollars. so i became broke really really fast. but still, its was quite fun losing (: i have a house com meeting next monday...which really sux coz i am supposed to have section lunch on that day...but now i don't get to go....ANDDDDDDDDD, i have band on that day, which means that from 8-11 i have band and from 11-3++ i have house com...did anyone plan form lunch?? jeez. ~~you're part of my alphabet, JKL, you should know what you have to do,~~

2007-11-05T13:06:00.000+08:00

i have this really annoying feeling rite now...i know the tune of some nice song and its stuck in my head, but ihave no idea what song it is and what the hell the lyrics are...argh!!! its like driving me crazy! i watched lee joon ki's fly daddy fly the other day, thanks to eileena, and it was a very NICE show...its abt this guy, whose daughter almost got raped by the boxing champ of the school. and the champ is ultra rich, and he is not, so obviously cannot sue him. but he wants to beat him up, but boxing champ is kinda too strong for him to handle so lee joon ki is the guy that teaches him to box. its supposed to be really touching, but then mostly, i wasn't that emotional over the show...i mean lee joon ki's cuteness is kinda distracting you know?? haha lol. the only thing that is kinda gross is that he wears the same exact outfit for every scene in the show. oooooh. and plus, i'm going to korea for vaca in dec. not japan anymore coz we were trying to book tours, but ALL the japan tours were booked...and the jeju island tour was booked too!!! i really wanted to see how it looked like, after all, my girl did their shooting there. and the avenuel hotel that gong chan owned is really gorgeous in real life. i wish i lived there srsly. the pool is to die for. i hope korean food is nice...since i'm not all that keen on kimchi and everything..and the tour is in CHINESE!! did i mention how terrible i am at chinese?? psh. i listened to lifehouse's songs...quite nice acctually. i am so bored out for the holidays. i want to crawl in bed and sleep but according to my mom, thats being unhealthy and lazy, so i am forced to well...stone. i haven't checked the hol hw yet...my mom still thinks there is only chinese hw, since its the only one that came with paper notice. yikes. i hate hol hw! everyday i think about you...do you think of me? i hope so... BTW...ppl owe me my books...i only have invitation only left..which means 3 of my books are currently floating...rmb to return to me next year kay??

2007-11-04T13:25:00.000+08:00

i haven't blog for so long!!!! ok...from last sunday to this sunday, nothing really happened. really. lets see...monday, there was band...tuesday, i stoned at home...wednesday, there was band again, and oh yeah..i almost forgot, i broke one of my contact lenses. like when it woke up, i think it fell outta my eye or smt, and then i dunno what happened, but i have this suction thing to take it out of my eye, and i didn't even know that it dropped out, until i almost sucked my eye out of my socket. srsly. it was quite scary. and then some wonderful person, who is still unidentified, went and step on my contact lens, so it shattered into a million gazillion pieces. not good. so i must order a new one (for the right eye) and its gonna come in TWO frigging weeks. so i am stuck with my glasses until then...boohoo...i hate my glasses! on the same day i had my braces rewired, coz it came out of the bracket. and the dentist made it super ultra tight, so its damn painful rite now....sadness...i am currently waiting for something NICE to happen in my life..psh i'm fragile..you might break me if you don't hold me tight

2007-10-29T09:48:00.000+08:00

sorry that i didn't post yesterday............but its not my fault that my blog had some stupid weird posting problem, but elaine totally fixed it for me!!! *yayness* i LOVE elaine rite now!!!! yesterday was pretty crap. the flute lesson was like shit i tell you. so ms. tan quite pissed off, even though she smiling, can tell that its forced. psh. whatev. after i went home, my sis hogged the comp for like really really long, and then when it finally got to my turn it was like almost time for dinner already. we went to pizza hut btw :) i like pizza. lol. and then at home, i used more comp, and had to help my dad upload like 500 songs into his ipod since he has no idea how.....so sucky rite?? nevermind, i can be a kind soul. and then msn until like 11?? until someone told me to be a good girl and go to sleep. today theres band at 4 and i have to finish THREE friggin book reviews by today like 5pm. die lah!

2007-10-27T20:08:00.000+08:00

today was kinda tireing. i woke up kinda early today. like 8 or smt. and i had flute lesson. which was pretty okay except for the fact that i kinda really REALLY suck at the scales. so mr wong is like next lesson i only want to hear all the scales, no need the pieces. and then for the song, i was supposed to play really really REALLY loud, but then i didn't so he was like, take a big breath then blow hard to make the sound louder. then i got no mood mah so i still play normally. and then he "demonstrate" for me. which the sound was like totally off tune coz he say "see lah, i blow so loud until the flute shiek already" which is so psh coz eveyone can make that sound. and i was laughing like a crazy person. lol. and then i cannot play this note and he was like "finger pain right? i know...if everyone in your band like you then die already like, what crap finger pain!" very annoying! and then there was band. which was damn boring and nothing to do. we just sit outside while all the seniors play noah's ark. not fun!! and then after band, me jie'r and wenqi went to tiong for lunch since wenqi had to meet her dad and jie'r had to go to her grandma's house. so we ate lunch at macs and i had a ice blended mocha and then we took neos. which was really quite pretty, even tho we had no time, and we were smiling weird and the camera was WAY too fast. and btw, the nice machine broke down or smt. so we used the no-so-nice one. yea. then i went home, and had chinese tuition. and then i attempted at wenqi's blog, which didn't turn out that well.

2007-10-26T17:54:00.000+08:00

hello!! today was such a tiring day. woke up and chatted with sakshi. attempted to chat with larry too, but had to go, since mom needed the comp. psh. didn't even finish my email. then i went out. first i picked up sharon to go vivo, which is quite crap since we were only supposed to spend like 1.5 hours there. then after we almost reach everyone sms me and say "i'm gonna be late" which is like =.=" we were SUPPOSED to come earlier and stuff you know, but i guess not then!?!? so me and sharon walked around and went all the way to the top floor, and sharon complain that too hot, so we don't go outside. yet. and then bennet and lorraine came. so we went down stairs outside, not upstairs. and then it got a bit too hot for us all, so we went to get drinks. mine was yummy, but not as yummy as yesterday tho. java chip is better than choco cream! i'll try the coffee one next time! i've fallen greatly in love with starbucks (: and then we went to the water thing. which made me kinda very wet, but agreed that jolene and andrea wettest, and they were the ones with no change of clothes. hah. its fate i tell you. we shop shop then rush off to jurong to meet michelle. and after a 5 min neo session, which i did not decorate, i had to go home alr. and on the way, after my sweet talk and starbucks, on the bus i got kinda URGENT. so i got off at the macs to use bathroom. and it was really crap coz after that i had to walk home, and i got a foot blister....ppppppppffffffftttttt....what luck! got spanish today, hw, is still somewhere on my table i think...or maybe lost alr.

2007-10-25T20:48:00.000+08:00

go emma! i have 50 posts. which is a lot? okay lah. today we did "nei-ge nei-ge" at holland village. maybe tomorrow i'll change it to the real thing, but it concerns fake IDs :) lol. we'll never let andrea on to that secret. it was so crazy in party city! we were so facinated with all the little thingies in party city, but its damn expensive. but so cute at the same time...like the gift bags that when you open, they acctually SING the birthday song to you...so cool! but we never acctually check the price, which i bet is very ex. so we compromise with our plans and thank god the cashier person is very patient with us. coz if shes not then she probably kick us out of the party city already! haha :D i am so worried for the life span of me mylar balloon, which i figured out, we also got cheated out on coz its like 1 dollar us in the us, and here its like 6 dollars. oooooooooh, and me and sharon also went to starbucks and we got sarah's reccomendation for the java chip thingie. which is yummie, but sharon reckons coffee bean is better. smt embarrasing happend, but acctually when i think about it, its not that embarrasing after all. quite lame loh!

2007-10-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

i think i'm happy.........well, i am really happy!! today we got report card and its was wonderful i guess? i think my brain is kinda messed up coz even thought i got good grades, its totally not registering in my brain, like at all. So now i feel kinda emo and moody even though i should be happy :( i rmb last semester we were all hyped about the results and so extreme in our expression, even cry loh! this semester get the grades no one cried. well, almost no one. and i didn't even feel ELATED...argh!!! what is wrong with me. well for one thing i know sharon is damn pissed at me for my results so i am one of those ______ ppl...haha, lol

on monday, which is like 2 days ago, band sec 1 ppl (well most of us anyways) went out, and it was totally fun! we went to plaza sing and ate lunch and went to yamaha for some music stuff and then we took neos. i was kinda supposed to go with andrea and jolene and sarah but in the end sarah cannot go, so i also dun go loh, and andrea and jolene ended up in plaza sing anyhow! the neos were totally croweded by so cute!!! however...i was the only one decorating since i was so damn picky, i complained abt what other ppl decorated how mean of me! SORRY TO EVERYONE I OFFENDED!

today me, sharon and jolene went to tiong and we ate LJS. i wanted macs but majority went against me ::AHEM:: so in the end went LJS. i seriously have a problem with the oil content thing. its super ultra oily, so i ordered something that was supposedly not that oily, and it turned out the same way. so i am going to stay away from LJS for a while until i loose like 500g so can eat 500g worth of food...see? it makes sense! we took neos too...and they were frustrating i tell you!!! i almost killed myself over it. the choosing the background thing suxx and we didn't get our choice, but then in the decorating thing, they don't even show the background, which means we don't get any background and its all black ;( there was one FIVE TO THE SKY thing that almost made me burst my blood vessels lah! thank god there is no time limit for that machine. but in the end it turned out pretty nice! and then i had to chiong back to school for band and we played pig and stuff in the band room :D extremely tired now, from the 6-7 songs we played..

2007-10-23T21:17:00.000+08:00

okay...i know....i did not blog for forever, but cannot blame me...the korean drama my girl was damn nice. i also know that it is totally very late to watch it, but emma has always been slow, so you need to gimme some time allowance kkay?? haha. the house leaders camp was **** since i cannot say. the riding was damn tough i tell you!!! i almost broke off my thighs from the riding, and since i was doing anareobic respiration at that time, there was so much latic acid in me, so i got super ultra muscle pain XP and my gears were messed up, i tell you, it was all set for mountain riding!!! not PAVED ROADS...ppppppffffffffffft....waste my time. we rode in the rain, even though emma was strongly against it :( did i mention the showers??? cold water. suxxxx. and band, we have another camp to stay over, and they say got options. i will totally not stay over...considering my experience! these few days were totally fun...no teachers expect mrs lim who is so extra to teach next year's topics now! jeez, we are still in sec one for goodness sakes! we played this game, which i have no idea what the name is...something like poker or blackjack or one of those. and i played uno with eilenna who is a newbie, and it was totally fun!!! lol. i seriously bullied ethel and eilenna but who cares...can't wait for tomorrow to continue this fun fun game!

2007-10-11T17:33:00.000+08:00

ahahahha....i finally posted, SOMEBODY CONGRATULATE ME! :D
well what do i have to say, final year exams are over and i feel GREAT, except i would like to have my papers back lah! that would be best, however we have something called post exams so must delay 2 days, hai-ya! i rather say at home and sleep, speaking of which today was really fun...kinda...we had out inter-house games and i shouted myself hoarse. i was screaming every 5 mins and natalia always scream before and after me and we kept laughing hahahaha :) the game was quite fun lah, but we had to wait there in the icky grass and hot sun and thirsty-ness while the other groups played, which is ultra sucky but still...and then we had the survey thing and i am supposedly a type 2 learner and i am a SQUARE...hmmmmmmmmmmm....and the book talk think was so crap lah! so boring...but in the middle of the survey things, me and elaine had to go for dental, so we went and it was quite crap too. me and elaine had to wait for ethel to finish, so we were reading the 8 days magazine, but unfortunately elaine chose the nice magazine (there was on ly 2 magazines btw) and she left me with the sexy hot guys version, seesh! the dentist just click click click the computer and use this thing and scratch scratch scratch my teeth, and shes like, "YOU EXTRACTED 2 TEETH!?!?!?!?" and i was like,"erm well i'm getting my braces next week" well duh, you think i exctract for fun izzit, very pain leh. and then i went back up to the hall, and they were talking about pina and her 100 eyes, which was not very right in the first place, and elaine was being gross and what she calls INUENDO, which i have no idea what it is lah, but whatev. finally finally i went home, with a strawberry lolipop in my mouth :) FOFO had a FO moment here -> .

2007-09-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

i can feel that this post is going to be really weird...coz right now, i feel really FAT....like my hands and legs feel like they weigh a million pounds...gawd, and somemore i'm feeling HUNGRY...which is totally not good...........i had flute lesson today which totally sucked coz mr. wong was like totally scolding me today, but i got no time to practice also not my fault right?? and then i have to get an accompanist for my flute exam, who happens to live so far away from me, which means i have to travell for oh-so-long to get to her house, coz she doesn't go to other ppls houses :( i am going to get my extraction on october 8th after the maths exam, and then my braces like one week later...but that means my flute playing ability is going to be a bit demolished coz i can't really close my mouth properly or something *(this is according to my dentist, not ME)....and i bet if i told my flute teacher he would freak and just pull out the tinni little bit of hair he has left on his head...today has NOT been a good nor productive day....

2007-09-21T22:11:00.000+08:00

WONDERFUL...today was english final years, that sucked in a pretty bad way...the paper one was the really really bad part..i was totally CHEESY with the dying grandma thing, that i also almost vomitted on my own paper, gawd...but all the topics very hard to write you see, like "procrastination is the thief of time"?? that one totally cannot make it, the report was pretty bad too, like i was confusing myself by making up so many things, i also cannot remember what happened, if you see my paper got so many cross out-ed things...paper two wasnt that bad...the compre was okay, although the vocab was damn hard, but there wasn't so many inferential questions and i also think i kinda learnt something from animal ER, so yah..summary was by FAR the easiest thing today...thank goodness mdm kala talked to me and sharon yesterday or i would have crapped far more than i did (: but it was really short, so i got really panicky coz its not supposed to be short...i just hope for the best...

2007-09-20T20:49:00.000+08:00

wonderful new idea stolen from ethel...target grades..and this totally does not take long like those quizzes...

english: A1 (no chance lah...maybe B3??)
chinese: A2 (this one no need to say, will get B4)
science: A2 (did i mention i SUCK at science?? i'm betting on B4)
maths: A2 ( i failed miserably for CA, now i'm gonna do the same for SA: C5)
history: A1 (OK...history..you better do me proud ->> A2??)
literature: A1 (same as above)

................these TARGETS are totally NOT realistic (but you can totally see the realistic one is not that oh-so-pretty) ...but a girl can dream, can't she??? depressping...if only my targets will come true...